Maggie Burghard (_magpie_) wrote, @ 2012-12-18 00:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | aim, kael, maggie |
Sunday, November 17, 2019 - AIM: Maggie/Kael
Maggie: I wanna call you so bad, but I don't want you to hear my new voice.
Kael: Yeah, I'm still having a hard time wrapping my head around the idea of you being a dude.
Maggie: Don't get used to it, at least not yet. I'm hopeful it won't last.
Kael: I hope it won't either. I think I'm the only guy in my family who doesn't have the gay gene.
Maggie: Which is a good thing. At least for me it is.
Kael: So... did this affect everyone? Like... is Fisher a girl too?
Maggie: I'm guessing so. I really am hiding in my room.
Kael: What are you.. wearing? I mean your clothes probably don't fit, right?
Maggie: Not at all. I feel huge! Everything's too small.
Kael: So then you're running around naked? I mean like.. do you need to borrow some clothes or something?
Maggie: You can NOT come over here and see me like this.
Kael: Why not?
Maggie: Because you'll never look at me the same again if you see me as a guy.
Kael: I've seen you as a penguin, Maggie. I don't think a guy would be all that different. It'd be like you shifted or something.
Maggie: Into a guy.
Kael: Exactly.
Maggie: I don't like being a guy.
Kael: It's not all it's cracked out to be.
Maggie: You make it seem easy.
Kael: I do?
Maggie: Yeah.
Kael: Well.. good.
Kael: How?
Maggie: I don't know. I just like everything about you.
Kael: Even my morning breath? Bed head?
Maggie: Your bed head is sexy. Could do without the morning breath, but it's a small problem.
Kael: Ha! See? You don't like everything then. lol
Kael: You think I'm sexy?
Maggie: Very.
Kael: You're not bad yourself, cupcake.
Maggie: I think I'm pretty cute as a guy. I mean, if I saw me somewhere else, and I wasn't with you, I'd take a second look.
Kael: I'd be willing to bet you're much cuter as a girl, though.
Maggie: Am I really your girlfriend?
Kael: Well, I know we hadn't really talked about it but... I'm not seeing anyone else. Are you?
Maggie: No. And I don't want to. I only want you.
Kael: Then I guess that's a yes.
Maggie: I was thinking about asking you about it, because a few people had said things to me, but then Lyle said it shouldn't matter and that we didn't need to put a label on it. But I really like being able to call you my boyfriend.
Kael: You talked to my brother about me?
Maggie: A little.
Maggie: Is that okay?
Kael: Yeah. I don't care.
Maggie: He used to be my advisor. Kinda got used to talking to him about stuff.
Kael: he's good to talk to about things.
Maggie: I am SO MAD that I'm a guy right now.
Kael: Cuz you wanna make out with me?
Maggie: More than that.
Kael: Oh yeah?
Maggie: I wanna do everything with you.
Kael: I wanna do everything with you too. Though I wish it, you know, felt better for you.
Maggie: It feels good with you. You make me feel good all the time.
Kael: But it still hurts. I hate hurting you.
Maggie: I'll find a way to fix it.
Kael: Only if and when you're ever ready to do that. I mean we don't have to do that in particular every time anyway. I'm fine with just doing other stuff sometimes.
Maggie: I want to. I love being with you.
Kael: Good. I'm glad I wasn't like.. bad at it.
Maggie: Never. You're amazing.
Kael: So were you.
Maggie: I HATE BEING A BOY!
Kael: Yeah, I kinda hate you being a boy right now too. lol
Maggie: I wanna celebrate being your girlfriend.
Kael: As soon as this whole sex change thing is over, we'll do something special.
Maggie: What?
Kael: I dunno. We'll figure something out.
Maggie: I just wanna spend a weekend naked in bed with you.
Kael: Well I'm pretty sure that can be arranged.
Maggie: Good. Because I'm gonna do extremely naughty things.
Kael: Oh yeah?
Kael: I guess I better be eating my Wheaties in the meantime, huh? Build my strength up?
Maggie: Yep. Maybe do some yoga.
Kael: Is that good for stamina?
Maggie: Flexibility.
Kael: Ooohh. Okay then.
Maggie: I'm very flexible.
Kael: Oh yeah? You look pretty flexible.
Maggie: Someone better find a way to fix this soon. I'm going nuts. And.. getting excited thinking about you.
Kael: Normally I would be very pleased to hear that. And I still am, kind of. But that's because you're, you know, you, even if you aren't you right now.
Maggie: I need to calm down.
Kael: Think about gross stuff. Like... I dunno. What's gross?
Maggie: I don't know.
Kael: Think about.. your parents or something. That should work
Maggie: OH GOD!
Maggie: Don't say that.
Kael: Did it help?
Maggie: Yeah.
Kael: So problem solved! Moving on. lol
Maggie: Thanks. Because I did NOT wanna have to get rid of it the other way.
Kael: That would be awkward. Though.. maybe you should try it. It'd be cool to know what it's like for me when I.. you know. Right?
Maggie: Really?
Maggie: I don't know.
Maggie: I mean, maybe.
Kael: If I had turned into a girl. I would definitely be curious enough to try it.
Maggie: You don't need any practice.
Kael: Well no, it wouldn't be practice, it would just be.. the curiousity of wnating ot know what it's like for you.
Maggie: Well, it's amazing for me. I never felt like that before. With anyone.
Kael: Really? Not with Devon?
Maggie: I just sorta did it with him because I wanted to do it. See what it was like.
Kael: So it was better with me?
Maggie: Kael.. there's no comparison.
Kael: Ok.
Kael: I like you a lot, Mags.
Maggie: You mean everything to me.
Kael: I wish you were a girl right now just so I could hug you and not feel awkward about it.
Kael: lol
Maggie: I just wanna kiss you until my lips hurt.
Kael: Soon. I mean I'd try and kiss you now but I don't think I'd really be okay with that. That'd be weird and I wouldn't want it to make things weird later when things are back to normal either.
Maggie: Ew, no, I don't want you kissing me when I'm like this.
Maggie: You might suddenly decide your gay like everyone else in your family and then dump me.
Kael: Ha! That's not happening. I don't get any sort of wood for the boys.
Kael: Not even curious.
Maggie: Good. I want you to be Maggie-sexual only
Kael: lol Maggie-sexual. I think I can handle that.
Maggie: Good. Because I'm totally Kael-sexual.
Kael: So when did they say this would be fixed?
Maggie: They haven't.
Kael: Damn
Kael: They need to get on it. lol
Maggie: So I can get on you?
Kael: Maybe...
Maggie: Talk about my parents again.
Kael: Your mom and dad... doing it on the sofa.
Maggie: Gross!
Kael: Works every time.
Maggie: It won't work later when I'm thinking about you again.
Maggie: I think about you all the time.
Kael: Well.. do what you gotta do then.
Maggie: That wouldn't creep you out?
Kael: Hmm. No. I don't think it would. I mean you're still you, right?
Maggie: Yeah.
Maggie: Inside.
Kael: Then I'm okay with it.
Maggie: With me touching myself...
Kael: I'm always okay with that.
Maggie: Thinking about you.
Kael: Hopefully thinking about me.
Maggie: Absolutely. And all the things I wanna do with you.
Kael: See, so, that's okay. I think about that too.
Maggie: I guess I could try it. See what it's like.
Kael: I'm sure everybody else will.
Maggie: It would be kinda fun if you were a girl. We could try it together.
Kael: I think I've been through enough crazy shit for one year. It's all good.
Maggie: Let's hope they can fix this.
Kael: I'm sure they can. I hope. If not.... Well, we will cross that bridge if we get there?
Maggie: Yeah. I guess.
Maggie: That's so scary to think about.
Kael: Then don't think about it. Like you said, they usually are able to fix these things when they happen. I wouldn't be worried about it just yet.
Maggie: Okay.
Kael: Everything will be okay.
Maggie: You're awesome.
Kael: I know.
Kael: lol
Maggie: And so modest!
Kael: That's one of my many good qualities
Maggie: There are so many!
Kael: Too many to count, really.
Maggie: And you've got this awesome girlfriend.
Kael: Or at least you make me feel like that's the case anyway.
Kael: And yeah, she's alright.
Maggie: Wait, go back one comment.
Maggie: I liked that one better.
Kael: lol
Kael: My girlfriend's awesome. She makes me feel like.. I dunno, Batman.
Kael: Only less surly.
Maggie: You're sorta the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Kael: Only sorta? Damn! I gotta work harder.
Maggie: You are.
Kael: So.. since you aren't leaving your room until you're a girl again, and I can't come over there to see you, and you won't talk to me on the phone because you don't want me to hear your boy voice, do you wanna get on your X-Box and I'll get on mine and we can game together?
Maggie: Okay. Just don't drool over my character again. You're supposed to drool over the real me.
Kael: Can't I do both?
Maggie: I suppose.
Kael: Sounds like a plan!
Maggie: Okay, see ya soon.
Kael: Ok.