Shout when you want to get off the ride

[Aderyn, Iestyn, David, Patrick, Joey]

hey there i'm joey's sister. he sort of told me what's going on and there's some shit i should talk to you about if you're up to hearing some fucked up shit?

victoria is starting to crowd out my lungs! she only has a month left to cook though and then she'll be here! and we'll have two kids, but at least there's three of us so we still outnumber them.

victor and kat are still hanging as well, which is great because deirdre has decided she's the boss of everyone and watching her tell adrian and isiah what to do is pretty brilliant.

ugh so pregnantnnnnntttt

patrica being here is the fucking best! i told her i had two moms now because of her and anwen and she asked about my mom and i explained how she's literally the worst and patricia called her a cunt! oh my god, it was kind of amazing.

things are good. things are so much better. nicky is getting better and i sat on his lap today and didn't break his legs. and hey i'm having a girl!

[Friends]

nicky went into a coma last week and so we took him to hospital. they couldn't find anything physically wrong with him except malnutrition which they said was recent. which. what even?! anyway whatever he was there for a week and he woke up and he was gaining weight and doing better and we thought it was over but we got him and he's fucking unconscious again so it's something here goddammit. someone come help, we have to get him out of here and he's fucking huge please help i don't know what to do.

[Text to Heroin from the hospital]

i'm coming over, i want to be fucked up.

things have been good lately. she says with her fingers crossed!

bastian is growing like a weed, it's remarkable. he plays so cutely with olivia too, which is awesome. she looks out for him. in her baby way. best cousins! definitely better than the spawn of my other brothers who i am pretty sure would give damien thorne a run for his money in a 'who is the worst' competition. little entitled shits.

i'm starting to wean bastian as well, which is new and different. but it means i can get high again, which is awesome! thinking about going back to work at least a little bit, as well. i miss it.

[Philotes - Viewable to Jesse and Nicholas]

hi. jesse said you tried to help him while your siblings were being little fucking shits. and phantasos said you are the one who told him where to save them from.

thank you. it means a lot that you tried to help. i'd like to buy you a cup of coffee sometime if you are interested.

[Away from Baddies]

my due date is in like a week and a half which basically means i could shart this kid out any moment now and all of a sudden i am sue i am going to be a horrible mother?

like...how on earth did i ever think i was qualified to do this?

and yeah, i know this is normal. doesn't mean it doesn't suck tittys.

[Away from Baddies]

tall boyfriend gets to come home today! he still gets to only eat mush and we have to have a nurse come around twice a day to check on him and give him meds, but it's better than the crap he could only drink and being stuck in hospital.

he insisted we go to the pound on the way home, even though he can barely walk. he's very hard to ignore and he played the 'i almost starved to death' card, which is so unfair. but anyway, we got a dog! she's so sweet and wonderful and they said she will be great with babies which is good because this boy better get out of me soon i swear to fuck-

[No Baddies - Away from Nicholas]

i had to watch my tortured boyfriend scream at no less than three doctors today because he just wants to eat and he can't yet. i mean they're giving him that sugar water crap, but it's just making him hungry and i can't help and i had to leave because i can't sit there and watch. pregnancy hormones don't help either, because i keep bursting into tears and then he tries to make me feel better and that shouldn't be his job but he's just so wonderful-

i'm so relieved he's back, but i guess i have to keep reminding myself that doesn't mean everything is suddenly okay because it's not. it is so fucking far from okay. i can't believe what was done to my sweet nicky. not to mention looking at him is just making me think of what happened to joey-

whatever, cheer me up. suggest names for my son!

[Jesse, Joey, Nikkie and St Anthony]

okay fuck.

jesse and i haven't heard from nicky in three weeks and we expected he would be out of contact because he would be so busy. then this afternoon we got a letter supposedly from him saying he couldn't handle the baby and everything and he left us. but he wouldn't. i'm sorry, he wouldn't. he's been so excited and he's always talking about how happy he is to have family- he wouldn't give that up. it's his handwriting but- it wasn't him. it didn't sound like nicky. and we called the club and hannah in nola and he's not there and hasn't been.

i think something really bad happened and someone made him write that shit. we have to find him. fuck.

we haven't heard from nicky in two weeks and it sucks. i know he's busy but goddammit i'm pregnant and hormonal and i want to talk to him!

i am so fucking grumpy right now. fuck everything.

my back hurts and i can't stop pissing and i am just about over being fucking pregnant because i can't even get high to get away this shit goddammit.

[Filtered to all her bosses]

hey, bbs. i've been talking to my loves and i think we're considering children at some point in the nearish kind of future? anyway, i know pregnancy kind of puts a damper on the work i do, for both my jobs. which is why i wanted to give you all a really early heads up and see what you think about it?

shit yeah i'm going to be an auntie!

does this mean i have to start being more responsible? because that's kind of bullshit though...

got so high the other day i think i just came down. took the weekend off so i could spend time with my boys and the brothers. i love that the weather is warming up! i'm going to go eat a shitload of gumbo and then make everyone turkish coffee.

[Naamah]

hey. know anything about a demon who changes faces and reads minds? whoever it was hurt my boyfriend's little brother.

[David, Jamie, Roxanna, Lena, viewable to Jesse and Nicholas]

hey guys. jayden collapsed yesterday and he's in the hospital and he's going to be there a few days. he's got a lot going on. we're not his favourite people right now, but I think he could really use some company if you're willing.

just...be prepared, okay, he's...really bad.

[David, visible to Nicholas and Jesse]

hey, kiddo. i know we only met once, but i wanted to talk to you about jayden. i'm sure you've noticed he's been hiding things lately and we're so worried about him. he told us he's seeing a counsellor on campus, but i don't know if it's had any affect.

has he said anything to you?

i've had a lot of partners before, but last night i got dp'ed by my boyfriends and ffs i'm so happy. they're the best.

[Away from Jayden and Joey]

haven't had a hit in months. if i want one, should i keep it out of the house? just want to check on how you guys feel about it.

just kind of want to float for a bit.

[Away from Lust, Hybris and Jayden]

fuck fucking christian and greek bitches fucking with my boyfriend.

[Text to Nicholas and Jesse]

got roughed up at work. long story. at hospital now so i shouldn't be on phone. i'll stop by nick's when finished here.

my brother is alive and okay fuck yeah. i am so happy. he disappeared and i honestly thought he was dead. i didn't know he was back at home, recovering. it's just such a relief. now we get to reacquaint ourselves and it's awesome.

[Naamah]
hey, my brother was kidnapped by lucifer and tortured for like...three weeks or some shit. if he ever did that to me, could you do anything? or would it just have to happen?

pretty sure i only just recovered from my halloween hangover. that was a raging party. haven't let it get in the way of work, but my head only stopped buzzing today.

hey jesse, whatcha doin next weekend? i have an idea, though it's mostly just a way to get you to let me ride on the back of your bike. even in the cold.

Jesse

i talked to my boss and got you a meeting so let me know when you're free.

also want to come over? i made some nachos. hot as fuck too.

had a client get unruly last night because he thought paying me meant he could do whatever he wanted. i get to choose what i do, mate. had to knee him in the balls and now he's blacklisted. serves him right. i really like what i do, but sometimes people can be such assholes. gave me a black eye too, so i had to change a bunch of appointments. it's not so attractive. guess i have a few days off, though i have a meeting with a different kind of client tomorrow. won't take long though.

so i'm just kind of hanging out with buttfluff and watching shit tv. what the fuck is this ghost adventures shit?

there's a window i leave open a few inches so buttfluff the wandering cat can come in. only last night i passed out and left my half-eaten chicken parm on the table and buttfluff had a field day with it.

and then vomited on yellow sofa. yellow sofa is my favourite and now it has brown vomit patch. thanks a lot, buttfluff. i'll probably have to steam clean it which is a pain in the ass. for now i just turned the cushion over. i consider that incredible wisdom for someone with a hangover from hades.

someone make me a bloody mary!

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