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[Friday
02/29/08 at 6:44am] |
I have opened my journal every day this week, and have just stared at the empty space. Fingers on the keys, just staring. Today has been no different, but I am forcing myself to write this. It's hard. My mind is as blank as the empty entry box.
That's not exactly true. My mind is anything but blank. My mind is racing. I cannot stop thinking. I just don't have the words to express the thoughts that plague me. This... it just doesn't seem right.
( PRIVATE to Yuffie )
I have to get ready for school. That seems like such a ludicrous thought, now. School.
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[Thursday
02/21/08 at 10:28am] |
I have made a discovery.
I have discovered that I really do not like being ill all that much. It seems like quite an obvious thing to say, but I've really never been ill before. I mean, I get headaches fairly regularily, along with dizzy spells from my anemia. And the occasional cough when my peers are careless and don't cover properly when they're contagious, but that's the extent of it. I never had the chicken pox or the flu when I was a child. I've always been abhorrently healthy, aside from the annoyance of anemia that I shall be stuck with for the rest of my life.
My point is, I'm ill now. Probably not terribly, but I feel absolutely miserable. I cannot breathe! How do you all stand this? I realize that I sound like I am whining. Believe me, that's because I am. I am going to hunt down whoever gave me this blasted... whatever it is... and I am going to hurt you. Very badly. Or perhaps I should just sneeze on you. That seems fair.
Needless to say, I have left school for the day. Imagine my surprise when I went to the medical room and found out my temperature was over a hundred and two. Fevers are strange. My body is overheated, and yet I feel a distinct chill. But I ramble. My mind keeps veering off course. Auron. Do you think you can pick up any assignments I'll miss for today and tomorrow? I know it's bothersome, but I hate having to play catch up. And I imagine I'll have a lot of spare time, just lying in bed all weekend.
That's all I have to say. I need to go find a dark place to die.
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[Tuesday
02/12/08 at 4:06pm] |
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I thought that day would never end. I've had such a headache since lunch. I was so miserable that I messed up horribly in Chem. Auron, I'm sorry about your shoes. I'll replace them.
I want to curl up somewhere dark and die.
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