But it is for those same differences that people have wanted to beat me, or worse. I know it is because they are afraid, but... How can I take that fear away if I hide? But if I do not hide, I will endanger myself. I can teleport as well, but in the past, that has proven to be not enough.
Fear does not feel like a tool. It feels like a sickness, petrifying. I wish I was not afraid.