InsaneJournal

Ciaran Sinclair (_ciaran) wrote, @ 2011-07-14 00:13:00

Current mood:

calm

Life is weird. As I sit here, with my back against the headboard, it's once more a conclusion I have made in the past couple of days. I came to this conclusion as I thought of the events of the past couple of weeks. So much has happened. So much has flipped my life as I knew it over that I can't help but wonder when it will stop. Everything I knew is no longer here.

When I got out of jail I knew that I was lucky I still had my best friends to fall back on. They were there for me, helped me back on my feet, hell, Dally gave me a roof above my head. Something I am still very grateful of or else I would have had to go to my nanna and though I love her and my poppa very much at my age living with your grandparents is not something you wish to do.

I've been lucky. I was given a chance by Steve, an old friend who, thanks to me had been able to buy a bar he wanted. Over the years of working at his club I managed to become co-owner owning 24% of the place. He's trying to buy out his other partner and he's been selling the shares to me. When I started working there I bought 10% I've bought another every month I've worked there. I know, slow start but I've been saving up and soon we'll finally get the asshole out of our club. Steve wants to get rid of the guy and he wants to do it fast. Knowing someday I alone will own that club makes me happy.

It feels wrong to write about this but it has affected me as well and I hope Dally will forgive me for writing this out. For those of you who are still clueless, Kaydin and Dally got married while in Vegas. We went there to have some fun. We all got drunk, my hairy ass even landed on your friendspage, and then Bruno Mars came on. The followed his suggestion, and told me they were married. The next morning I was the one who reminded them.

She's the best thing that could have happened to him. Of all the girls I know she's the only one I trust and care about. She's the only person of whom I'm certain she could truly make him happy. They belong together and it sucks they can't see that. I can't help but wonder if I'm a factor of them not trying to make this work. I'm not certain but I do think she has feelings for him so I wished they'd both have the balls to just come out with it.

Summer has come and Steve decided that before it's done he's going to go on a 2 week holiday. He has a cat and I promised to check up on the animal every day. Best part is that I get to take use of his bed and won't have to sleep in my hammock if I make it too late at work and get too tired it's dangerous to drive home. Having two lofts attached to the club has it perks. We're renting out the other though the guy will soon be moving out. Moving in with his girlfriend. She didn't want to live above the club. “Too much of a bachelor pad” in her opinion. Oh well. I wonder if we'll be able to find someone for it but then again, who doesn't like a nice place all to yourself?