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Dorcas Meadowes is still alive (_dorcas_) wrote,
@ 2012-06-02 23:17:00

004 - Confused
Skipped the games in favor of work. A girl's got to eat. How did they turn out?

Private to Regulus
Do you
I
I need someone to

Mulciber... keeps... talking to me. I'm not sure how to handle this. Have you talked to him since school?

Private to Rainer
Did you notice anyone watching us at Godric's Hollow?

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Dorcas

nox_aterrima
2012-06-03 05:20 am UTC (link)

Saw that he showed up again. ~~Why are you even talking to the prick?~~ I haven't talked to him, nor do I really have the desire to. It'd turn into some twisted mind game and I'm working on putting all of that behind me. Best thing that I can tell you is to stop talking to him. Ignore him. You might not mean to, but you'll let something slip and he'll figure it out, then he'll use it against you.

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	Regulus _dorcas_ 2012-06-03 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Best I can tell he is trying to taunt me. It started with him noting that I'm alive. Apparently he was watching me at Godric's Hollow. But he did... hint at knowing who killed my ~~father and~~ brother. I just... I tried to push it out of my mind all of these years, but I can't help wanting to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorcas nox_aterrima 2012-06-03 07:08 am UTC (link)
	How do you know that he's not lying to you, Dor? That if he gives you a name or names that they're not just the names he wants to give you? Or that he's just trying to push your buttons and give you the information to see what you'd do with it? To see that if he can't push you into becoming someone that you aren't? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Regulus _dorcas_ 2012-06-03 01:34 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure he is lying, but with enough truth mixed in to keep me guessing. It's just... It's my family, Reg. they were killed because of me. I don't think I will ever be able to just let go of it. And what if he really does know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dorcas

nox_aterrima
2012-06-03 07:27 pm UTC (link)

I understand that it's about your family, I really do. And it's not your fault that a couple of psychos took it upon themselves to harm your family. You couldn't have known what was going to happen.

Dorcas, these people live to for this sort of shit. What benefit does he get from telling you the truth, really? And he's certainly not doing this out of the goodness of his heart, we both know that. There will be a price for any information he gives you, whether the information is sound or not, and whether he takes it from you up front or hold it over your head later.

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be rude or hurtful, but I'm thinking you're letting your judgment be clouded out of the desire to avenge your family or whatever reason it is that's driving you. You know the man that Dominic Mulciber is. It's almost certain that this will not end well.

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Regulus

_dorcas_
2012-06-05 09:18 pm UTC (link)

I know you're right. Really, I do. Sometimes I wish I'd just stayed in Russia. The scars never go away, they never really heal, but coming back here... it was like having them ripped open again. You know me, I've never been very calm or rational, especially when it comes to family matters. Honestly, the minute he warded something to me I wanted to find him and beat him to a pulp just for the sheer fact that it was Mulciber, and who the hell does he think he is? I want to let go of it, but it's hard... especially since he keeps poking at me. I've never been one to walk away from a fight.

~~That, and I've been going totally stir crazy living at the Leakey with no one to really talk to.~~

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	Dorcas. itwillbesavage 2012-06-03 09:53 am UTC (link)
	Something felt off, but that whole damn place feels weird sometimes. Something wrong? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Rainer. _dorcas_ 2012-06-03 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	I've been told we were being watched. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dorcas. itwillbesavage 2012-06-03 05:39 pm UTC (link)
	Can't say I'm surprised at all. Who was it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rainer _dorcas_ 2012-06-05 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	Dominic Mulciber. You know him? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	mrsprongsie 2012-06-03 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	I've spent the evening consoling my husband, if that tells you anything. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_dorcas_ 2012-06-05 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	Ohh, I'm sorry Lily. There's always next year? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mrsprongsie 2012-06-09 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	That's what I keep telling him. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bellastranger 2012-06-03 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	All work and no play makes Meadowes a dull chit. Want to play? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nox_aterrima 2012-06-03 07:19 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, bugger off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bellastranger 2012-06-09 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	_dorcas_ 2012-06-05 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	Work sounds more enjoyable than playing with you, to be perfectly honest. I hear you're quite the bore. (Reply to this) (Parent)