Draco
I never said you were innocent. None of us are innocent, you know. But that doesn't mean you're without forgiveness or redemption. The vast majority of us understand why. I can't say that I would have been strong, that I would have stood up for those being hurt, if I were in your shoes.
And don't compare yourself to anyone. Your story is yours, and you had to make the decisions you did based off of that.