Daphne (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _greenergrass) wrote, |
Harry, you have absolutely nothing to feel guilty about. I have no intentions of treating you like a client. Things would be much different if I were. It sounds incredibly selfish, but I'm not doing any of this for you. This is for me.
When I came here, all I knew was the brothel, being a whore. Then there was an experiment and all I wanted was to sleep with someone. I had never felt that wanting before. Sex was always something that I to do, was forced to do. Yes, I enjoyed it at times, with certain clients, but I never truly wanted them.
I was with a few people during the course of the experiment, but since then, I've only been with Melinda. And she is wonderful. But there is only so much I can do, can feel, with a woman. I want a man. And I want you.
Neverland aside, you have been nothing but kind and gentle with me since I arrived. You were the first friend I made, and that means something very special to me. I want you in my bed because you are kind, and nice, and handsome, and if the way you move your hips when we dance is any indication, I won't be disappointed.
You are no client. You are my friend, and if anything, I should be the one feeling guilty about using you.