Daphne
I just think..coming from that lifestyle, you wouldn't want to pursue someone to use them for pleasure. I want you to know happiness through having pleasure with one person who is going to love you and take care of you because that is something you haven't had.
Your innocence was taken away from you. Trust me when I say I'm going to regret this...but I want you to know your innocence. Sleeping with someone who once contracted syphillis isn't...good for you. I want you to know pleasure and happiness through one partner, not multiple because you've already had enough of that and not by choice.