I know you're going to want to kick my ass for saying this, but in my opinion, you don't have friends because you don't let anyone else in. Not even Slav, Gor and me, and we're your brothers! I mean, it might not seem like it to you, but people are generally scared of you. Always frowning, always fucking defensive like the whole world's against you, and it's not really like that, Nik. You don't have to be like everyone else - god knows I ain't - but you don't have to hate everyone else for being different.