InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I want you.... to want.... ME!"

_lastcall_ (_lastcall_) wrote,
@ 2019-06-25 14:21:00

I'm having a bit of a bad day... maybe it's because I'm not in training right this moment, maybe it's because I'm not able to become an apprentice 'just yet'... maybe it's because I'm tired of just serving drinks and giving keys, cleaning rooms.

I know it's a long process to become a Healer, it's necessary, and I needed to work to get the money to go into additional training, I'm just... a little frustrated seeing everyone having the career of their dreams, or at least doing what they LOVE to do, and I'm just the one who gets them a pint afterwards.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to dump all of this on you, and I don't like to whine, I needed a talk, that's all.

Hannah

(Post a new comment)

	remorseful_ 2019-06-25 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	Hey Sunshine, Don't be hard on yourself. Things worth having, do not happen over night. You are doing so well with all of this, but you just can't see it all from where you are. Are you free tonight? If you are, maybe you can come around mine? Let me draw you a hot bath? I'm sure you'll feel a lot better after a bit of relaxation. Z x (Reply to this) (Thread)

_lastcall_
2019-06-25 08:03 pm UTC (link)

I'm not afraid to do everything I can to get there, it just feels like I'm behind absolutely everyone. It's silly, and I shouldn't compare, but how am I going to get there when I feel like I'm moving at the pace of a sedated flobberworm?

I can be over a little later, I promised I'd help with the dinner rush. I hope 9 isn't too late? I need to get all the receipts ready to do the accounts in the morning, but I'll be there.

Do you want me to bring anything?

Han xo

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	remorseful_ 2019-06-25 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	Life is a journey, you get there when you get there baby. Just bring your beautiful self, I'll sort everything else. Z x (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_lastcall_
2019-06-25 08:14 pm UTC (link)

I know you're right... I mean, you worked so hard to get to where you are, all of our friends did. Suze is a bloody fantastic cook, Ernie's at the Ministry, Justin is well... he was basically born to be a corporate powerhouse, and you're just so talented with all the creatures, and they all love you so much.... and I'm stuck with my nose in a book.

I'll be there. You're too good to me, you know that?

Han xo

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	remorseful_ 2019-06-25 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	I had to study too Han, you just didn't see it as I was in a different country. I still have to study all the time, thats why I have the Study to do all of my studying. I'm as good to you, as you are to me Z x (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_lastcall_ 2019-06-25 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	I know, and you're so wonderful at what you do... and, unless I don't see it, you don't freak out, like I'm doing right now. Well ~~I lo-~~ I really care about you. What kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn't show and tell you? Hannah xo (Reply to this) (Parent)