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Even when I was acting like a dumbshite and tossing my attentions wherever they might land, I never slept with any of those boys. Never touched them, never kissed them. There hasn't been anyone I've been intimate with but you in quite a while. I was trying to work out some stuff in my head and first took a voluntary hiatus from sex. Then after you, I just didn't want to be with anyone else. My choice, my decision. I never ever never expected or wanted you to abide by the same thing. I just..I liked that I could give you that, you know? Even with us both being far from monogamous, I really liked that I wasn't sharing a bed with anyone else in my personal life. I wish I had something more elegant to give you. Something more sophisticated. Something beautiful. But I can't. All I have is the truth. Dani, you've become one of my closest friends even in the short amount of time we've known each other. I trust you with everything I am. Is there anyway possible I can earn back your trust? The last thing..finally right? If you don't want anything to do with me, I won't bother you again. I won't mention you in posts or in talking to anyone. I'll just fade from your life. That seems like the very least I could do after causing you pain.