Sean
Sorry the last reply wasn't an answer. You're just the second person to suggest Lennox to me and it surprised me.
I honestly don't know, Sean. I've pushed any feelings I might have for my male friends adside for so long that I don't think I would even really recognise it if I felt something for one of you. I'm just so scared of feeling the kind of hurt that I know would go along with having to give one of you up if I finally did acknowledge feelings. Because, you know me Sean, I'll choose myself last every time when it comes to happiness and someone I care about.