Sean
It really isn't anyone. Not that I'm consciously aware of.
I don't know what's going on in my head right now to be honest, Sean. I'm around people all the time and I spend all of my time taking care of everyone because it's my job but it's also who I am but I think that even though I'm not alone I've just been feeling lonely lately or something. And I guess that maybe I just want someone to take care of me for a little while. I see couples together sometimes and I see how they lean into each other like gravity pulls them towards each other and I think that I want that. I want that closeness. Both the physical and the emotional closeness. But my life is so crazy that I just don't have time to find it.
Maybe lunch is a good idea. I promise I won't bring up the Beth thing.