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Tweak says, "I stayed for you"

Amelia Bones (_lovelybones) wrote,
@ 2016-12-03 16:14:00

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You know, Fenrir Greyback, you can be a real dick sometimes.

Which is depressing, considering you're decent when you want to be.

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	billyw 2016-12-03 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	Like when he mauls my face, for instance? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_lovelybones 2016-12-03 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	So 20 something year old Fenrir mauled your face here and now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billyw 2016-12-03 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	Nope, didn't even know he was here til just now. What did he do to wrong you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_lovelybones 2016-12-03 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	As long as you recognize the distinction of him being a different person. He's just an impossible person, and I felt like bitching about it. Mostly because I never, ever bitch about anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billyw 2016-12-03 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Lucky for all involved I was pulled here pre-facechewing so I'm not as biased as I might've been. Right. I can tell that! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_lovelybones 2016-12-03 11:51 pm UTC (link)
	That's always a positive, yeah? As long as the point has gotten across to you, I feel confident that maybe it will to the intended individual as well. But I doubt it. He'll just be even more pissy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billyw 2016-12-04 12:02 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, although they say girls love scars so maybe I'm missing out. Are you his sister, mum, or significant other? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_lovelybones 2016-12-04 12:13 am UTC (link)
	Ah yes. Scars are supposed to make one look more tough or something? None. Just a friend, even if he won't admit it to anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	billyw 2016-12-04 12:29 am UTC (link)
	Something like that. ~~I figured with the naggin~~ My bad! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	holeyshit 2016-12-04 02:10 am UTC (link)
	Oi! Don't do that. He doesn't get excused on fucking assumed technicalities. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill billyw 2016-12-04 02:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm aware of what he's capable of regardless. Remus didn't get to be cute and fluffy once a moon cycle of his own accord. Greyback's reputation precedes him, but I'd prefer him not to have his guard up. Has anyone told him what he does in the future? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill holeyshit 2016-12-04 02:41 am UTC (link)
	I'd prefer him as a fucking area rug in Azkaban. Damned if I know. He's spent most of his time here lurking in the forest and avoiding cleaning toilets. We don't even know if he hasn't already had a taste as we're in short supply of his favourite snack. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill billyw 2016-12-04 03:03 am UTC (link)
	While the idea is appealing, don't be too vocal about it because Delphine might latch onto it and Azkaban will become the Island's next stop. I'd avoid the toilets too if some bitch gave me that job. No one has been found all chewed up yet though? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill holeyshit 2016-12-04 03:12 am UTC (link)
	I imagine it was already on her bucket list. Ha! It was an all right gig when it was mine. There wasn't any of this fancy plumbing either, I just dug pits and made shit jokes all day. And no, not yet. He's evil, but not stupid. We've a rather limited population here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill billyw 2016-12-04 03:38 am UTC (link)
	Probably. Seems to me here might be the ideal environment. Mysterious disappearances seem common enough, would anyone really notice if he nibbled on a person or two? Point being, if he hasn't done it yet maybe he won't. If he has then it needs to be found out and the proper punishment doled out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

George || Bill

holeyshit
2016-12-04 04:14 am UTC (link)

Delphine would. She's right quick to report on things that are not her fault.

Your point is moot. We nearly lost you, Bill. You could have very easily died that night, or worse! And just because he hasn't done anything here, that we know of, doesn't mean he's innocent. And even if he is teetering on the edge of becoming who we know him as, those sorts of thoughts can't just come out of nowhere. One doesn't suddenly decide on small boy for breakfast. He's fucking sick in the head.

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	George \|\| Bill billyw 2016-12-04 04:39 am UTC (link)
	So she does chat to us other than the tourist brochures and birthday presents? Regardless of Greyback's pick of dinner I don't think being a werewolf is worse than dying, George. Don't let Sirius or Tonks hear you say otherwise and for Merlin's sake definitely not Remus. I guess it's the whole nature vs. nurture debate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

George || Bill

holeyshit
2016-12-04 01:49 pm UTC (link)

Usually through her minions, but she has made a posting herself. That was a treat.

No? You don't think every bone in your body breaking once a month and going about with the chance of slaughtering someone you love is worse than dying? Take me out to a fucking pasture. Maybe it's not so bad with the wolfsbane now, but there's a bloody reason they mostly all go barmy. besides, I don't think I've ever met someone who hated themselves more than Professor Lupin does, so I doubt if he disagrees.

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	George \|\| Bill billyw 2016-12-04 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't say it wouldn't suck, but if the alternative is dead I know which one I'd prefer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George \|\| Bill holeyshit 2016-12-04 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	You're stronger than I am. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	holeyshit 2016-12-04 01:50 am UTC (link)
	A different person? You think someone just decides one day that they're going to start making a habit of consuming toddlers? Would you look at that, the Head of the DMLE is a fucking hybristophiliac. Where's Skeeter when you actually bloody well need her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_lovelybones
2016-12-04 07:37 am UTC (link)

You do not know his history, his background, or any other circumstances regardless of your experiences of a future person. Do you know him intimately? Had a conversation recently? Has he done any of those things here? I believe not. I do not excuse future actions, merely state that now, in his current age, he is not that person. Everyone deserves a second chance, and people like you, people who hold on to transgressions not yet committed, are the reason people here find so much trouble in healing. It's rather easy to be on your high horse when you've solved so much baggage, while some of us have a great deal more to work through, and don't need more put on our plate by others who only see what they want to see.

Also, I'd like to point out, I'm not the head of the DMLE. And even if I was, I cannot, in good conscience, send him to Azkaban for all eternity. Why? Because he hasn't been proven guilty now, at this age, in court.

Stop being a petulant child, it's rather unbecoming.

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holeyshit
2016-12-04 02:58 pm UTC (link)

[ooc: written and then a whole pot of ink was spilt on it pretty soon after once he saw Angies ward come in. It may or may not look like the V sign because he is, in fact, a petulant child lol]

I know reports against him date back to the early '60s and he can't be far from that. And that's just what was reported and connected to him and his merry band. I don't need to have a personal conversation with the bloke to know he's bad news. To know he's deeply disturbed. Some people just stink with it. Take Bellabitch for example, if you trust your gut, you can smell that crazy from miles away.

And no, not everyone deserves a second chance. People who prey on children do not deserve any fucking chances. If he comes anywhere near my kids I'll rip him fucking jaw to asshole. He's not some poor unfortunate chap, down on his luck and without choice in the matter. He targets children on purpose. He stalks them and then strikes while they're sleeping in their beds. Children who already couldn't fight back if they tried and he's taking them when they are most vulnerable. He doesn't just chance by them as an easy snack, he fucking plans it all out because it's fucking sport. He gets something from.

But by all means, let's put a child in danger for the sake of your good conscience.

Hey, maybe if I was a petulant child, you'd get to see the red in his eyes as clear as everyone else does.

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	George chaser_angie 2016-12-04 01:54 pm UTC (link)
	Don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Angie \|\| George holeyshit 2016-12-04 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	I'll fucking kill him if it's the only way to keep this one safe. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	master_snuffles 2016-12-04 01:14 am UTC (link)
	No. I'm a dick. He eats children. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_lovelybones 2016-12-04 02:11 pm UTC (link)
	Has he done that recently? Has he done that at his current age? Has he committed these transgressions while in his proper mind? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_snuffles 2016-12-11 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	I don't fucking know and I don't fucking care! In 1964, he's KNOWN as a child eater. He has a REPUTATION. You don't make that overnight. Also, that's when he bit my best mate. So. No. I don't give a fuck. He's a monster. That compulsion didn't come out of nowhere. And it worries the fuck out of me that an agent of the DMLE's on his fucking side. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_lovelybones
2016-12-11 09:37 pm UTC (link)

But you should care, because it does matter, and that's what you seem to be missing. You're allowed to be upset, no one is saying you aren't, but you're upset with someone else. There has to be a distinction between future crimes and present people, and if there's not, then there is no point to this place. At all. And I simply refuse that to be the case.

Also, I don't know if you realized, but there is no DMLE here. And here, Fenrir Greyback has done nothing to warrant your words. And you're right, that compulsion doesn't come out of no where. It comes out of people calling you a monster continually, when you fight to be something else. Someone showing you disdain, when all you want is some iota of acceptance. Someone pigeon holing you into a category and treating you like absolute scum until you develop a disdain for those very people. Sometimes, monsters aren't born, they're made by the circumstances which they exist in.

Also, rehabilitation isn't something that is a foreign concept or completely out of the realm of possibility here, or even back in the real world. Some people can change, some people can realize the error of their ways. Until he proves to be the opposite, I will continue to support him.

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	master_snuffles 2016-12-12 03:31 am UTC (link)
	So you're as bad as he is. Good to know. Notice he's never actually stood up for himself when we called him a monster. Only you. On assumptions. What, are you fucking or something? Need to justify your sick fuck buddy to yourself so you're doing it in public? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Bones fengreyback 2016-12-04 03:11 am UTC (link)
	What the fuck, Bones?!? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Fenrir _lovelybones 2016-12-04 07:39 am UTC (link)
	Would you look at that. It seems I've finally captured your attention. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bones fengreyback 2016-12-05 10:34 am UTC (link)
	Well, Congratu-bloody-lations. Did have to start up the bloody 'child killer' debate at the same time? What is wrong with you? Why can't you just leave me the hell alone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fenrir _lovelybones 2016-12-05 10:45 am UTC (link)
	They're being ridiculous. Anyone with a brain knows that. BECAUSE YOU CAN'T JUST SHUT PEOPLE WHO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU OUT OF YOUR LIFE FOR NO BLOODY REASON. THIS LONE WOLF BULLSHIT IS TIRED AND PLAYED OUT. STOP BEING AN ARSEHOLE. Merlin fucking shit, is masochism really that ingrained into your being at this point? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bones fengreyback 2016-12-05 11:12 am UTC (link)
	I think this counts as a bloody reason!! You want to talk about being an Arsehole? How about this whacking great spotlight you just shoved in my fucking direction? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Fenrir

_lovelybones
2016-12-05 11:25 am UTC (link)

A REASON AFTER THE FACT. FIGURED IF YOU WANTED TO WRITE ME OUT I MIGHT AS WELL MAKE IT BLOODY WELL WORTH IT FOR YOU!

Because what, you just expect to live in the shadows forever? For the love of everything, stop punishing yourself! You DESERVE A LIFE just like everyone else does! How do you not see that when I can bloody see it clear as day? You're not this monster you've convinced yourself you are. You're capable of decency. You're allowed to be happy. But you're never going to be if you keep acting like you're too much of an animal to be a person. That's shite. I know it's shite because I've SEEN that you're capable of being human.

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	Bones fengreyback 2016-12-05 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	Godric, you have no IDEA, do you? You have No. Fucking. Idea. what's going on! Just- For shits sake! Don't act as if you have the slightest clue what I'm doing or what I bloody deserve, Bones. It's not your fucking decision!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Fenrir

_lovelybones
2016-12-05 10:00 pm UTC (link)

What? What don't I know? That you end up murdering children? That you turn away from humanity because they treated you like an animal, so your proved them right and became more animal than man? That you murder countless people and turn others on a whim!? Of course I know, Fenrir. I'm from bloody twenty years in your future and I work for the Ministry, for fucks sake.

All I thought, was that for a bloody second of your life, you wanted something better. Something normal. That you wanted to be someone decent, and have the chance at a life you were fucked out of. I thought maybe you'd want someone to see you for who you can be, instead of who you think you are.

Excuse me for bloody caring. Sorry that I like you. Sorry that I enjoyed spending time with you. Sorry that I felt something for you.

Is that what you want to hear? Is that what you want? To be alone, no matter how hard someone tries to prove to you you're not? To beat yourself up forever? Well fuck you, Fenrir. Sometimes other people are allowed to be let in on that decision, but you know, who gives a shit about me, right? It's about you.

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