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Ty (lovers_alibi) wrote,

They were on a mini stand-off here, staring at one another and while she struggled to get some space between the two of them he just watched her with those blue eyes. He was prepared for her to knee him in the crotch or rack his shin with her sneakers because that shit hurt for real it was pretty damn sensitive. Tyler didn't have anything to say to her what could he say? They had been apart for weeks, in silence then suddenly she comes out of the wood work mentioning wanting to move with him to Key West. What the fuck. Tyler was confused she ignored his texts, she told him - the last thing she said to him was 'bye' when he asked for her to just be open about her feelings about well everything. He didn't feel lie a couple or boyfriend and girlfriend, he felt like she came to him when it was good for her. It may not be the truth but it's what was in his mind and how he felt.

Slowly he let her go and placed his hands on either side of her on the wall and he dropped his head sighing heavily. "You aren't getting the point at all, the only thing you see if your own damn fear. Listen to me for one god damn second. I don't want to anchor you. I want you to be like my anchor it's a metaphor obviously you are too dense to get it. " Sighing he shook his head and just looked down at her chest because well it was the closest thing to his face. "It's like I'm a ship without an anchor. I can't dock. I can't slowly drift without an anchor. I want to have you be apart of me.... to be apart of what keeps me slowly drifting. It isn't meant for me to say I want to hold you down or anchor you to shore. You just aren't getting what I am saying." Slowly he pulled away from her and put his hands on the back of his head fingers laced together.

"Christ woman...I just want to be with you...I don't think you know what I feel. Or that I think about you at random points during my day. You come to mind when I'm alone, or with other people. I think about you all the time. I just want you to be there with me.. I want to be with you." Biting his bottom lip some he gripped his head and just stood there. "God you are a fucking obsession. I want to be yours too." Turning back around he turned toward her and came in close again looking down at her as he spoke in a whisper like it was a secret. "I want to be inside of you, be apart of you, I want to kiss you everywhere. I want to hold you down on the bed, I want to hold you all the time. It angers me to be that consumed."