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[April 28 2009 6pm] |
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I don't get what he sees in me. Maybe I never will. But I'm moving back to Los Angeles for him, and I'm going to try to make things work. Given the current state of the economy, I found someone to lease my place here in Seattle to. It'll take care of part of my income and it'll give me time to find a buyer. Or just leave open the possibility of having a second place in Seattle.
It's funny. Now that I'm out of Seattle, I kind of miss it. The way the rain smelled every time we'd get some. The silly Space Needle thing, Qwest Field. The freaky signs and weird streets and the metro system.
I miss all of that.
But not as much as I missed being near him. It takes a lot for me to say that. But it's true. I don't know if Tyler is the long haul guy. Hell, I don't even know if there is a 'long haul guy' for me. But I smile when I'm with him. And I guess. I dunno. I don't feel so worthless when I'm with him.
I got the old job back. Great news, considering diving season is right around the corner. I'm psyched. At least here, I've got the dive shop for most of the season, instead of that stuffy university office.
So yeah. For once, I'm okay.
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| Til then, I travel alone. |
[April 10 2009 12am] |
monotony
Main Entry:
mo·not·o·ny Listen to the pronunciation of monotony
Pronunciation:
\mə-ˈnä-tə-nē, -ˈnät-nē\
Function:
noun
Date:
1706
1 : tedious sameness
2 : sameness of tone or sound
Why is it .. that I'm never satisfied. With anything? I mean, I have my moments. I have my ups and downs. But I'm never satisfied. Even worse, I have way too many regrets.
Washington is rainy, monotonous, and tedious. Then again, so is LA. So is New York. So is pretty much any location you live in. Love is monotonous and tedious.
I dunno. I'm just venting. If you don't like it, don't read it.
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| The BRILLIANCE of American TV |
[February 19 2009 9pm] |
God I love American Idol.
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[February 01 2009 7pm] |
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So, who just spent three weeks diving down in Belize? Yeah, that's right. I did. God, it was so freaking fantastic. Of course, I wish I'd been able to afford the Great Barrier this time, but I went over the summer, so I'm toasted as far as flight funds. But still. Belize was great. Now, of course, I have to start preparing to offer the spring classes at the U, but that shouldn't be too hard.
So, I know I'm about three weeks late on this, but. Anyone do anything fun for the holidays?
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| Have yourself a merry little Christmas. |
[December 06 2008 12am] |
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I think Christmastime is really the only time I don't like being the way I am. I'm not entirely sure how that works, but. Sometimes, I wish I had someone to share it with. As it is, I'll probably just end up going to the Caribbean or something. And ringing in the holidays to the sounds of 'Feliz Navidad' when there's really nothing to be feliz about.
Anyway, I guess that was my random bitchery for the night. I know it's selfish of me to even bitch about that when there are people who don't have it as good as I do. But. I figure, I've always been pretty selfish about things. Why stop now, right?
[ooc: Sorry for the delay/lack of updates these last few weeks. Life & work got CRAZY and oye. But I'm back now. So. >.> Yeah. Heh.]
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