Maggie Burghard (_magpie_) wrote, @ 2012-01-02 17:19:00 |
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Entry tags: | aim, devon, maggie |
Tuesday: March/17/09 - AIM: Maggie/Devon
Maggie: DEVON!!!!
Devon: STRANGER!!! lol
Maggie: hehe
Devon: No, seriously, who is this?
Maggie: it's Maggie!
Devon: Oh! Well, in that case, MAGGIE!!!!
Maggie: heeh
Devon: How are you?
Maggie: GOOD!
Maggie: how are you?
Devon: I'm okay. I'm tired cuz I've been moving all day. Again. Feels like I am always moving.
Maggie: moving?!?!
Maggie: DON'T LEAVE!
Devon: I just moved back into a dorm, Mags. I didn't leave.
Maggie: oh, that's good
Maggie: AND YAY!
Maggie: where are you?
Devon: I'm upstairs in P6.
Maggie: with the older kids?
Devon: Yeah. Well, I mean, I am physically as old as most of them are.
Maggie: i wish you were next door tome!
Devon: Yeah, that would've been cool. I should have asked if I could be downstairs. They probably would have let me since I'm not really as old as I look but I didn't think about it. I just needed a place to stay.
Maggie: why did you move?
Devon: It's kind of complicated. I guess... I mean we could just sum it up by saying that things were a little too grown up for me at the apartment and I decided it'd be best if I didn't live there anymore.
Maggie: oh
Devon: But now I think Will's mad and that kinda sucks. \
Maggie: I'm sorry
Maggie:
Maggie: you could make him some cookies!
Maggie: you're a good cook
Devon: I don't think cookies would fix anything, but thanks for caring. That means a lot.
Maggie: you're my friend!
Maggie: I love you
Devon: Thanks. You'
Devon: re the only friend I have that actually gets me.
Maggie: because I grew up fast too?
Devon: Well, and Bastian's pretty cool. But yeah, nobody else really gets that part either.
Devon: Especially when it's like... so extreme, ya know?
Devon: One minute you're playing with Transformers and the next minute you're feeling all these.. funny feelings inside that you don't really know what to do with.
Maggie: yeah, I have funny feelings a lot
Devon: Don't rush it. The whole trying to figure them out thing. I did. It was a mistake.
Maggie: I went over to Fox's room the other day and heard two girls doing it in the room below
Maggie: it made me feel funny
Devon: Funny how?
Maggie: like.. a tickle below my belly button
Devon: You should be glad that you don't have a penis. You can't actually hide it when things like that... make that funny feeling happen.
Maggie: oh, like from the sex ed class?
Maggie: I read about that in my book
Devon: Yeah. It totally scared me the first time it happened. And then someone told me what to do and I was thinking that it was all gross but then it wasn't.
Maggie: you mean touching it?
Devon: eah.
Devon: Er Yeah. My Y ran away.
Maggie: I read about that in my book too
Devon: Have you ever tried it?
Maggie: no
Devon: You should. The next time you get that funny feeling in your tummy, you should just try it.
Maggie: I was with Fox last time
Maggie: he's really cute
Devon: Don't do it with Fox. Or anyone. Just with yourself.
Maggie: is it bad?
Maggie: like, would I get in trouble?
Devon: You shouldn't have sex with anyone yet. I mean if you wanted to maybe make out with somebody and maybe touch a little that would probably be okay but, trust me, sex is not a good idea. It's so.. complicated and messy and it makes you feel weird about yourself.
Maggie: you've done it?
Devon: Yeah. A few times.
Devon: But I wish I hadn't. Or that I hadn't so soon, maybe. Like I should have gone slower.
Maggie: why?
Devon: Because. Like... I dunno, I don't feel like I really know myself yet and if you don't really know yourself then you shouldn't give yourself to someone. It's just not right. Because then you feel different and people's feelings get hurt.
Maggie: Kim kinda said the same thing
Maggie: she didn't like that Fox is my friend
Devon: Well Kim's really smart. I wish she'd told me that before.
Maggie: she can be your friend too!
Maggie: she's really nice
Devon: Fox has a bad reputation. He likes to have sex with girls and then dump them.
Maggie: he does?
Devon: That's what I heard.
Maggie: that's not nice
Devon: So then if he did that to you, then your uncle Charlie would probably kill him and then he'd be in serious trouble.
Maggie: don't say that
Devon: But it's true. That's why you should be careful around him.
Maggie: I mean about kiling
Devon: Sorry.
Maggie: uncle Charlie would only do that if he had to
Devon: It would be hard for him to not do it though. He'd want to. Either way, it would be bad so you should definitely be careful. I wouldn't like it if you got hurt.
Maggie: thanks
Maggie: I don't want you getting hurt either
Devon: Do you think I'm cute?
Maggie: very cute!
Devon: Do I look like my dad? James?
Maggie: I'm not sure, I don't remember him well
Devon: Oh, okay. I mean I guess it would be okay if I did because he wasn't ugly on the outside, just on the inside.
Maggie: I think you're good looking on the inside and the outside
Devon: Well I think you're really pretty.
Maggie: you do?
Devon: Yeah. Especially when you laugh. You have a very pretty laugh. And smile. Like... you smile with your whole face, eyes and everything, not just your lips. Not everyone does that.
Maggie: I think you're really funny and a good cook
Devon: Thanks. I am going to be an awesome cook someday. Bastian has been teaching me things. And now I guess I have more time since I don't have to like.. be home anymore.
Maggie: maybe we could cook something together?
Devon: Sure. I have access to the kitchen on the floor now so that's cool.
Maggie: we can cook at uncle Charlie's too if you want
Devon: That's cool. I don't know if your uncle likes me very much though.
Maggie: he wouldn't let me hang out with you if he didn't like you
Devon: He said he wasn't going to tell you not to be friends with me but that he didn't like the things he'd heard about me. I don't think he likes me.
Maggie: what kinds of things did he hear about you?
Devon: Stuff I'm not supposed to tell you about.
Maggie: is it bad?
Devon: Just, you know, about sex stuff. That's all really.
Maggie: oh, I guess uncle Charlie is just trying to protect me
Maggie: and you are too, because you don't tell me that stuff
Maggie: right?
Devon: I don't tell you because it's private. And you might think I'm weird, too, like everyone else seems to that knows.
Maggie: you're not weird
Devon: Maybe I am. But that's not always bad.
Maggie: well, silly
Maggie: but not weird
Maggie: you're awesome!
Devon: Thanks.
Maggie: you're probably my best friend
Devon: You're my best friend too.
Maggie: I am??
Devon: Yeah.
Maggie: YAY!
Maggie: now uncle Charlie HAS to like you
Devon: lol Well I don't think he has to but... maybe he won't mind me as much now that I live in the dorms again.
Maggie: maybe we could have a slumber party
Devon: I don't know if boys and girls are supposed to have slumber parties together.
Maggie: but we're not gonna have sex
Devon: I know that.
Maggie: so it should be ok
Devon: Yeah, I guess so.
Maggie: I'll ask uncle Charlie
Maggie: we could stay in your new room!
Devon: Okay. Cool. Let me know.
Maggie: what can we cook?
Maggie: I want you to teach me something cool
Devon: I don't know. I know how to make my own pasta.
Maggie: you mean not from a box?
Devon: Yeah. Like from scratch.
Maggie: that's so cool!
Maggie: I wanna learn
Devon: I can show you.
Maggie: awesome!
Maggie: I just asked uncle Charlie about a sleep over
Maggie: he says he wants to talk to you before saying yes
Devon: Oh. Great.
Maggie: he's gonna message you
Devon: Okay.
Devon: He says it's okay. So when do you wanna do it?
Maggie: YAY! anytime is fine
Devon: Well we should maybe do it when we don't have to get up early the next day. Then we can stay up late and play video games.
Maggie: OK! do you want to this weekend?
Devon: Sure. I'm on dinner this weekend instead of breakfast that way I don't have to be up as early.
Maggie: so Saturday night?
Devon: Okay.
Maggie: AWESOME!
Devon: I can go shopping on Friday.
Maggie: do you want me to come with you?
Devon: Do you like tomato sauce or do you like cream sauce?
Maggie: I like both
Devon: Hmm.. Okay. Then we can do both. I know how.
Maggie: YAY! I'm really excited now
Devon: Cool. Me too. Three of my favorite things in one night!
Maggie: It's gonna be so fun!
Devon: I know!
Devon: But I am going to go by myself on Friday to the store. That way I can get stuff that'll be a surprise too.
Maggie: ok, sounds good! what can I do?
Devon: Be pretty?
Maggie: LOL, ok
Maggie: I can do that
Devon: I know. It comes easy for you.
Maggie: I'll bring games and some ice cream
Devon: Like I said, three of my favorite things; Cooking, games and Maggie. =)
Maggie: can I be your number one favorite thing?
Devon: Hmm... I dunno. You have some tough competition.
Maggie: I'm gonna pout
Devon: Don't do that.
Maggie: I'm gonna!
Devon: Noooooooo!!! I am powerless to pouting!
Maggie: MAJOR POUTAGE!
Devon: FINE!!! You can be my favorite thing... For now.
Maggie: YAY!!!!
Maggie: I'm gonna do a celebratory dance
Devon: LOL Can I watch?
Maggie: yeah!
Devon: Awesome!
Maggie: what PJs should I wear?
Devon: Uhm... I dunno. You have any with monkeys on them?
Maggie: no
Devon: Oh. Well.. what kind do you have?
Maggie: i have some flannel pants covered in hearts
Devon: That sounds cute.
Devon: I have flannel pants too. But no hearts. They're just plaid.
Maggie: I'll wear those with the Motown t-shirt uncle Charlie gave me
Maggie: he loves Motown
Devon: What's Motown?
Maggie: music
Devon: I don't think I've ever been there.
Maggie: it's like oldies
Devon: Oh. It's not a place?
Devon: Oooohhh. Okay. My dad and Will listen to oldies sometimes.
Maggie: I'll bring some
Maggie: he made me a bunch of playlists
Maggie: we sing a lot of stuff together
Devon: Cool. We can play karaoke and run my neighbors out of their rooms
Maggie: good plan!
Devon: Show those lesbians they aren't the only ones that can make noise!
Maggie: OMG!
Devon: But of course we'll be making different kinds of noise. lol.
Devon: Not, you know, moany ones.
Maggie: they were moaning A LOT
Devon: Well, sex feels good. I mean physically it does but then it's like.. complicated and kind of yucky in other ways. That's why is
Devon: it's better just to masturbate.
Maggie: it seems icky
Devon: What does?
Maggie: the.. stuff
Maggie: fluids
Devon: Oh. Well.. it's less icky for girls. There isn't as much... stuff.
Maggie: that's not true!
Maggie: it's not fun at all
Devon: Are you talking about.... periods?
Maggie: yeah
Devon: Oh. Well I don't really know much about those I just mean in general, like when it comes to the whole... fluids and touching thing.
Maggie: I don't like it
Maggie: I like having boobs, but I don't like the rest of it
Devon: Boobs are nice. I like them too.
Maggie: Kim helped me find cute bras
Devon: Bras are weird. They're like some sort of... trap or something.
Maggie: they're not very comfortable
Devon: And they're hard to get off too.
Maggie: yeah, sometimes
Devon: I don't understand why they don't just have buttons. Or zippers. Or why they don't just lace up like shoes do.
Maggie: some do
Devon: Do they?
Devon: I haven't had all that much experience with bras.
Maggie: me either
Devon: It makes me glad I don't have boobs. lol. But I'm glad you do.
Maggie: you are?
Devon: Well yeah. I mean.. I am a boy. lol
Maggie: so you like me?
Devon: Well, yeah, as a friend. And, you know, as a pretty girl too.
Maggie: does that make you my boyfriend?
Devon: I don't think I should be your boyfriend.
Maggie: but you're my friend?
Devon: Yes.
Maggie: good!
Maggie: I have to work on my math homework
Maggie: I'll talk to you later?
Devon: Sure. If you need help... Well ask someone else because I don't get it either. lol
Maggie: HA! bye!!!
Devon: Bye.