_northernstar (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _northernstar) wrote, |
I'm not strong like you people. I didn't grow up during a war. I didn't lose anyone super close to me or who I loved, except maybe to old age. I understand what you're saying but I just don't know if I can cherish the good over the bad, when there is more bad than good it feels. This isn't what I'm used too. Maybe that's weak, and if so then so be it. But that's just how I feel right now.
And I know you're just trying to help. I don't mean to throw it back in your face but... I figure being honest about how I feel is better than nodding my head and lying.