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    Monday, May 12th, 2014
    11:20 am
    Wow.

    Just... wow.

    I need to get away from this place for a while.
    Saturday, May 10th, 2014
    11:11 pm
    Myrtle )
    Monday, May 5th, 2014
    6:28 pm
    This whole zoo business is just feeding into my unhealthy wish of wanting my own baby sloth....


    If one goes missing, it totally was not me.
    Saturday, April 26th, 2014
    10:06 pm
    So I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I went out to work on some things with Vogg today and he never showed up. Upon going to look for him, I realized his things were pretty much gone. I'm guessing that can only mean one thing, right?

    Back to square one with this mentor/job crap.

    And he was super cool too.

    This fucking blows.
    Friday, April 18th, 2014
    10:00 am
    [Private to Self]
    My grandpa is gone.

    My father is here, but he's still not right. He's not right for anyone. Not Albus. Not me. Not my mum. But it's not his fault at all. No one can blame him.

    My friend is here, but I don't know how to be happy. I'm trying, but I just feel... empty. I'm sure that'll be disappointing.

    Myrtle doesn't want to be with us anymore. She thinks I only love her because of Draco. My little sister... that's how I feel... but it doesn't matter. No one wants to listen. I doubt she'd listen.

    Albus is.... almost a wreck. Like me. So is half of the village. How do people do this? How can I do this? Why do we do it? To avoid death back home? Sadness? Being alone? Don't we have all that here, except almost stronger? Having to build everything up all over again?

    If he comes back... he won't remember me. I don't want to start over. I don't know how.

    When does it all become worth it? Does it ever?

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    Mum, don't panic when I'm not at the Manor, okay? I just need to be alone.
    Thursday, April 3rd, 2014
    10:44 am
    Private )

    I'm too tired and annoyed under the weather to go to school. I'm not moving from my bed for as long as humanly possible. Because let's face it, who really needs showers?
    Thursday, March 20th, 2014
    11:47 pm
    Warded away from DEs/Voldemort. Warded to Family & Friends
    Look, I just want to preface this by saying I am not looking for attention, pity, or trying to be dramatic. I am simply stating something and I hope that you will all respect my wishes.

    In light of everything that is going on with the Death Eaters, the fighting, the danger, the death, mayhem, injuries, and destruction, I do not want to celebrate my birthday in any way, shape, or form. It is not the time nor the place and I simply do not want to talk about it.

    End of story. Don't mention it, don't bring it up, just pretend it doesn't exist. That's what I'll be doing. Once this is all over... I probably won't want to celebrate then either because there will be nothing to celebrate but tragedy and crap. Once again I'm not looking for pity, but facts are facts. We have more important things to worry about than a silly day on the calender.

    With that being said, I'm going to try and set up a movie and game night in the living room of the manor for any one who is interested, especially those of you already here. I'll also have plenty of food and drinks for anyone who is interested in coming by. I know that it seems stupid in light of everything, but I figure it's at least something to keep our minds off of what is going on. It may be childish, but at least getting lost in another world on screen is damn well better than what is going on right now, in my opinion. Besides, it's pretty much all I'm capable of doing at this point. Go Polaris.

    Be safe everyone. Watch each other's backs. And please, please, please come home safe. Just... please.
    Monday, March 10th, 2014
    9:11 pm
    Private )

    [Warded away from DEs/Sympathizers]
    Why is this happening?
    Monday, February 10th, 2014
    10:52 pm
    It would be just my luck that cupid would shoot me with the plague instead of some stupid love arrow. Bravo, fat baby. Bravo. I will not be giving you a good review at the next mythical creature meeting, you hear me? Santa will be very displeased.


    If anyone needs me, Simon and myself will be cuddling forever.

    Also, it seems we have a lot of new people. Hi new people. None of you will know me, but hi anyway.
    Wednesday, January 22nd, 2014
    8:34 pm
    Now that I have my journal back, I just have something to say over events from a few days ago that are still weighing on my mind and then I'll be done.

    I can't believe the lot of you... fighting with each other when we're supposed to all be family. I don't bloody care if it hasn't happened yet for a lot of you, that doesn't change the facts. We're all linked, we all have to deal with each other, live with it and stop setting the example not to follow instead of the one we all should. I don't want an explanation, I don't want justification, just cut it out and make some peace. Because how would you feel if one of us really did die tomorrow, and the last thing you said was something awful? I just want my family back.





    Happy now? Whatever. Just leave me alone.
    Saturday, January 18th, 2014
    11:01 pm
    I'm alive.

    I'm aware stupid.

    Please refrain from yelling and reprimanding until I'm out of the hospital. My head is still throbbing in ways I didn't think possible.

    Added a little bit later..
    Helena Ravenclaw wants to know if anyone could bring her journal to the hospital for her.
    Monday, January 13th, 2014
    1:40 am
    If there's no magic... what's the lesson plan for school? Not that I mind history and stuff.. but I doubt that will take up an entire day.

    Just curious, is all. Suppose we'll find out either way, but I figured I might ask. We could treat it as a fun game and see how many ridiculous theories, classes, and activities we could come up with to pass the time tomorrow. Or you could all just ignore me. That's equally okay.
    Wednesday, January 8th, 2014
    11:59 pm
    For the record, there are a few spots outside where it is indeed icy out. My ankle hurts like a bit

    This is what I get for being a good dog mum and taking Simon out when he gave me his begging eyes. No more, horse dog.
    Sunday, January 5th, 2014
    10:07 pm
    Tuesday, December 31st, 2013
    12:43 am
    I've been thinking... Am I allowed to officially consider myself 15 because I would be back home? Because waiting almost 17 months instead of 12 for one's birthday is a cruel form or torture in my opinion. Especially when you're a teenager.

    Just sayin'.
    Saturday, December 28th, 2013
    11:55 pm
    I am slightly proud to state I have yet to totally bust my arse on the slopes yet. Perhaps this is me jinxing myself, but I guess my balance is a little bit better than I gave myself credit for initially. Also, I really thought I'd like skiing over snowboarding, but I was also incorrect in this sense. Getting up on a snowboard is 110 times easier than trying to sort myself out with giant thin trees attached to each of my feet.

    Seriously, I think I almost broke my ankle trying to situate myself back into a standing position yesterday with those things, and that's also when I kind of gave up on that nonsense...

    Anyway, I'm thinking of telling ghost stories or something equally juvenile in my tent tonight. Anyone interested? I'll give a prize to anyone who manages to actually scare me. Story telling wise that is. Not prank wise. Just throwing that out there.
    Monday, December 9th, 2013
    12:47 am
    We are the champions, my friends! Sorry, don't mean to rub it in, but I'm excited even from this stupid hospital bed!

    My team mates back home would be so proud.
    Monday, November 25th, 2013
    11:11 pm
    Facts about the Polaris Star:

    -Polaris is number 48 on the list of brightest stars
    -The Polaris one sees from earth is actually a triple star system
    -Polaris A is a supergiant with has a mass of about six times that of our sun
    -It is also a "pulsing" or Cepheid star which means it contracts and expands, varying its brightness.
    -Its 434 light years from earth and its luminosity is 4,000 times brighter than our sun

    Eventually the poles of the planets will change though, and it will no longer be our northern star. I wonder what it will be considered then? If anything at all?


    Believe it or not, I've never looked up anything about Polaris before. Weird.
    Sunday, November 10th, 2013
    11:35 pm
    Private to family/friends
    So... that's it then? He's just gone? I guess I somehow thought you were all kidding about the popping in and out part. Stupid Polaris.
    Tuesday, October 29th, 2013
    8:13 pm
    So I'm guessing it doesn't work where you close your eyes and wish for yourself to go home? I figured that would be too easy, plus people would probably be popping in and out on an hourly basis.


    I know I already went on a walk today, but the weather really isn't all that bad. And night is nice anyway.

    Plus, Simon keeps giving me the "please take me out I'll love you forever" look.



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    Private to Draco aka G )
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