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[17 Dec 2010|06:08pm] |
I'm freaking out. Like .. really freaking out. What if I can't do this? What if I'm a shitty Dad? What if something goes wrong during delivery? What if Chase resents me? What if I drop the baby on its head?! I almost dropped Ami once when she was a baby and she was just my neice! So it's not like I was holding her all the time .. and especially not when I was half asleep/awake. I don't know if I can do this, Mandie. I don't know if I'm ready ..
11 days. We're due in 11 days. And I feel like I'm going to throw up.
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