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Dani de Mortmoncey has all the weapons she needs (_pocketrocket_) wrote,
@ 2011-12-01 13:51:00

Entry tags:

emo, family, homesick, jiqt, over it, overtired

dix-neuf
[Katja]

Ik weet niet of dit van u, maar hoe dan ook je moet komen en met mij te delen.

--I do not know if this was from you, but either way you should come and share with me.

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Dank je wel, Sinterklaas, voor al mijn cadeaus! Ik kan niet wachten om uw dag te vieren!

--Thank you, Sinterklaas, for all my gifts! I cannot wait to celebrate your day! [OOC - anyone can read this in their native language by waving their wands over the text]

Sinterklaas has come early, I must have been a very good girl!

[Private, in Dutch]

Just maybe not good enough. Didi has his Seven, Alphonse is realising he likes Eloise, Dex is with her Corbin, even. And I am all alone. Maybe Corbin is right and I am not to be happy because of last year. No one has even asked me to be their date for this gala, and I will not whine about this loudly on my journal so someone will feel sorry for me like Hogwarts girls. I do not need a date to be fabulous and have fun. It only would be nice, to be asked to something. To maybe be liked because I am Dani and not be talked about because I am foreign or busty or blonde or whatever else is wrong with me this week.

I'm so tired.

Tired of people here talking always and tired of being different and of everything being strange and tired of people thinking we are wrong for not being so familiar with their language and their ways.

I'm tired of people telling me what to do.

I'm tired of losing.

I want to be home already.

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	Dani (Dutch) vocalshrapnel 2011-12-01 06:35 am UTC (link)
	I wish I could take credit for it, but it wasn't from me. I will take you up on that offer though. Unfortunately, I do not have have much to offer in return, but I do have vodka and a few Russian candies my mother sent me the other week. Are you alright? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Dani \| Katja (Dutch) _pocketrocket_ 2011-12-01 06:39 am UTC (link)
	Whoever it was, it was very sweet. i would love for you to come over. Vodka would be fantastic right now. I'm fine, I just miss home, and my family, and even my school. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani \| Katja (Dutch) vocalshrapnel 2011-12-01 06:48 am UTC (link)
	It is very sweet. Maybe it's from one of your teammates? Do you want to talk? I could come over, if you'd like. I could bring the vodka and we could eat sweets and talk about home. ~~Though I am not very good at this stereotypically female bonding~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani \| Katja (Dutch) _pocketrocket_ 2011-12-01 06:55 am UTC (link)
	Perhaps? My team are very lovely like this. That would be perfect. Bring the vodka and we can talk of anything and nothing at all and eat very bad food our managers would frown upon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dani \| Katja (Dutch) vocalshrapnel 2011-12-01 07:12 am UTC (link)
	What our managers don't know won't kill them. We're entitled to a break every now and again, and no matter what Vasili may tell me, one night isn't going to fuck up all our training. I will be there in a few. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	tpucey 2011-12-01 09:38 am UTC (link)
	What sort of presents did you get as a child for Christmas? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_pocketrocket_ 2011-12-01 01:18 pm UTC (link)
	For Sinterklaas of which I wrote, or Christmas? They are not the same, you see. For Christmas, normal things I would suppose. Clothes and books, toys and games. A new saddle for my horse when I was ~~neuf~~ nine. What of about you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tpucey 2011-12-01 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	I did not realize they were different. My apologies for my ignorance. Would you explain Sinterklaas? Average sorts of things. Art supplies, books, clothes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_pocketrocket_
2011-12-01 02:41 pm UTC (link)

It is the feast of Sint Nikolaas, who Father Christmas is based on, oui? It happens earlier though, on the 6th of December. Lots of things are similar to Christmas, gifts and treats and shoes before the fire, but it is not ~~the birthday~~ celebrating the birth of Jesus.
This makes sense, oui?

Oh, you like to do art? What kind? I am not much good but my friend Anais is très creative.

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	tpucey 2011-12-01 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	That certainly makes sense. I've tried my hand at most types of art. But flowers are my true passion. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	feiyi_moon 2011-12-01 12:46 pm UTC (link)
	What a nice little charm! I haven't heard Merry Christmas in Mandarin since last year! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_pocketrocket_ 2011-12-01 01:07 pm UTC (link)
	Merci! It took some practices but I think worked well. I have a book of language and translation spells my headmaster borrowed me, if you should like to see it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	feiyi_moon 2011-12-01 01:44 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, that could be nice. Perhaps we could chat over our coffee date? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_pocketrocket_ 2011-12-01 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	I should like this quite much. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	huffleduck 2011-12-01 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	That was really nice of Sinterklaas to send to you! [Private to Dani] Are you looking forward to going home? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Duck (pretend I did not forget this, SRY) _pocketrocket_ 2011-12-20 08:00 am UTC (link)
	So much. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	insurmountablu 2011-12-02 01:29 am UTC (link)
	You've been more than good! I'm glad that you received kiss from Sinterklaas. (Reply to this)