Patricia
See, the thing is...I didn't drink that much. It was the adrenaline, and yes, it was stupid, and I don't need you telling me that, because I know. I know, okay?? But there's no way that it was just the alcohol, because I am not nearly that stupid. I'm not. There...Merlin, I hate to admit this even to myself, but....there's still a part of me that has feelings for him. I mean, there has to be. I wouldn't have married him otherwise, right? Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh.