Hey that's good you've been enjoying the weather! Well remember that while Eric wasn't the right guy for you, it did teach you something about yourself and what you're looking for in a guy so he wasn't a total waste. Well at least it's only one class and next year I bet you won't be in the same class since he's older than you... As for Jimmy, good for you for figuring that out as well. He was also another life experience that taught you something about what you're looking for in a guy. So don't think of these as regrets think of them as experiments, yeah maybe they failed but you learned something so that's all you can ask for from everything that happened. I don't blame you though for feeling shitty about it. It's hard not to. I'm glad you enjoyed your book! Did this one have a happy ending unlike all of the other Nicholas Sparks' books or was it depressing?