That's good you hid Joey. That makes things a little easier to manage. I don't blame you for having the urge to look at Tanya's page. I did the same thing with Ricky even though I knew it would hurt me. It's just hard to resist. Over time something will click in you that says "I don't want to keep doing this anymore" but it takes a while to figure that out so take your time with that. You should try talking to Tori again and do it when it's just the two of you. Maybe you guys just haven't been spending enough time with each other so she's found someone else to talk to. I'll have to check out that book. I think my mom's read it too and she liked it so maybe I will too!