That's nice you have such a supportive friend to make you feel better about a bad situation. When did you start dating robby anyways? It sounds like it's been a rough time for you and I'm sorry to hear that. As shitty as it feels right now, hopefully one day it can be something you'll be able to move forward from in the future. Not every guy is a d-bag. It's just those high school hormones and insecurities that get in the way sometimes. It's better to suck the poison out of your life so getting rid of the tiger is a good first step. The last thing you need is any reminders of what's past. I'm sure there are plenty of thoughts buzzing in your head as it is. No need to stir the pot.