So are you a hostess, then? I'm glad you found a job that works for you. A little extra money in the bank is always nice... As for Robby, it's all about baby steps. When someone has hurt me real bad, I take my time and remove any evidence that they were there such as anything they could've given to me, photos of us or of that specific person, and also delete their number just so I won't have the urge to call them. It's weird to take everything away, but in a sense, it's provided me some relief from what happened. It doesn't mean that I forget about them, sadly there's no place that can erase your memories, but at least I have some space from the issue so I can feel more comfortable in my surroundings. That's better than nothing.