I miss the oc as well. Why did they have to kill marissa (mischa Barton, that is) off, dammit? Anyways, it's good you know what brings you joy in this world because having those things as backup for when you feel down can help you feel slightly better. It won't erase the pain completely, but it can be a good distraction when you need to get out of your thoughts for a little while. Everyone needs a break, ya know.