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[15 Sep 2003|12:34am] |
it's way too late for me to be awake on a school night, but at least this weekend hasn't been the kind of hellish nightmare of depression and frustration that overtook last weekend (was it just last weekend? it seems like it was at least two weeks ago already).
i'm only up this late because i realized as i was leaving school at 9:30pm (which is sooo too late, but i was getting important shit done, so whatever, at least i left before they would have kicked me out at midnight) that i hadn't gotten around to getting this calculus book back from Carrie and I needed it for tomorrow, so I called her and she was up and not too busy so i went over to get it and to see her new place (which is beautiful--i'm soo soo soo jealous), and we were talking and her roommate, who carrie knew from high school and thus i should know from high school, came home and she's so so cute and she was talking and the way she smiles was... enchanting? yikes, i don't want to babble on like a lunatic, but just watching her talk, listening to her talk, as enthusiastic and energetic as she was, was captivating. i kept thinking i should go and it was getting later and later and i couldn't leave while she was there in front of me talking.
but then she went out on the balcony to smoke and as much as i wanted to bum a smoke and go out there with her, i took it as a good time to leave.
she has a boyfriend with whom she's currently annoyed, so she's giving him the silent treatment (not calling him), but she was away for the weekend, so he more likely than not doesn't even know she's giving him the silent treatment. she's totally aware of this and and how goofy it is and was waiting for him to go to bed so she could call him and leave him a message rather than talking to him and the whole thing was silly and amusing and she was silly and amused and...
gah, i'm babbling on like a lunatic. anyway, she's really cute. and i need to go to bed.
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