I. (![]() @ 2005-05-08 22:22:00 |
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Current mood: | tired |
strange dream
i had a dream, last night, that i had just bought a condo out in the far west burbs, near where i work, and i was showing it off to my coworkers and maybe friends, too. the place cost at least as much as my place is worth and it was tiny. it might have been a one-bedroom, but it felt like a studio as i was showing it off. as soon as someone mentioned my place or the shorter commute (i forget which), i immediately had a strong sense of regret and panic and was thinking oh hell what have i done? at the thought of selling my place and moving out there. i was looking out the window and trying to figure out just what had made me think this was a good thing, buying this place, and wondering if there was any way for me to get out of the purchase.
i don't remember anything else of the dream. i didn't even remember the dream until i'd been up a good few hours and something reminded me of it--i had a flash of fuck, i hope that was a dream, followed by the warm realization that i still live in the city and haven't bought a place out on the edge of civilization.