love (the other kind)
so, yeah, i told rachel. and it wasn't much of a thing.
but i feel better about it now.
and we talked for nearly an hour and a half... well, i think she said she mostly talked and i mostly listened, but as i said, i really like listening to her and it makes me feel good and ... and i totally adore her and feel justified in thinking of her as my best friend when we have that kind of long phone conversation and it makes it kind of okay that we don't really do that but once or twice a year, but we can still just fall right back into it.
mmm

it's late and i'm like 3-4 hours past what should be my bedtime and 2 hours past my usual bedtime and less than 4 hours from when i have to get up.