Private
I had assumed that my ability to become erect without the potion, as happened at Lucius' party, was a one-off, but apparently not. Could it be that my body has finally been healed from its trauma? Thrice is not enough to believe this is permanent, but it is just enough to get my hopes up.

All this time I have been convincing myself that the feelings and sensations I was able to have using the potion felt exactly the same as before the potion was needed. But that is simply not the case.

Louisa
My newly self-starting body is interested in seeing you right now, and my brain has been unable to come up with a good reason to deny the request.