Katharina
Clearly it was not a conversation we should have had over journals. I was far from blase. I'm concerned and scared, and frankly, freaked out. Watching him be marked... the pain hit him and he looked like he was four years old. I wasn't aware of how unprepared we are. None of us are really read for this. But here it is.
Katharina, there has never been a time in our children's lives when I wouldn't have put mine down for theirs. I may not always have looked like it, but no matter what was happening between us, they were and are my top priority.