Kathraina
For fuck's sake, I am so fucking sick and tired of hearing about how lonely and bored you are. Get a hobby, make a friend, get a fucking job for all I care just don't bring other people's snot nosed kids into my house.
I'd suggest you just leave me since you are so fucking miserable, but it seems you've gotten yourself stuck in a situation where your love is going to keep you in what is obviously, by your account, a horrible and torturous relationship. I always thought you were smarter than to let that happen again, but clearly not.