Katharina
Katharina, I do love you. I love you very much. And I needed you. I needed you to be just a tad more understanding about how all of this has made me feel. I get that my reprimanded may not seem like a big deal to you, but it was is a very big deal to me. It wasn't just two weeks off. He took my job and He hurt my son for my mistake as a demeaning and painful reminder of the power He has. I am not comfortable being in His sights in that way, and I am especially not comfortable with that sort of attention on Ben. You've seen Draco recently, I don't want that. And yet somehow this has all become about you.