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[03 Oct 2009|10:35am] |
So I've been spending my time in my room. I have no idea where Edward's gone. I feel like he's left me again. I feel like I'm falling apart and I'll never be myself again. It feels just like he left before. When he was gone for so long. This time I don't have Jacob to keep me sane.
I haven't heard from Alice. I'm sure she's still here, at least I hope she's here. I don't think she'd have left and left me here. We're best friend's. At least I think we are. Unless the vampires no longer want to be around a mere mortal. I don't know.
Anyway I'm going to go and curl up again trying to stop the whole from swallowing me.
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one soft bite
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[01 Apr 2009|05:38pm] |
Ok is this whole hotel like completely full of losers and crazies? I honestly have yet to meet one normal person. Ok coming out of my room may actually help in that but I've sort of stayed to myself so I don't end up tripping or something and completely killing someone in my clumsiness. I haven't seen much of Edward even if we do share a room. He's spending a lot of his time hunting. I don't know whether that's him avoiding me or what but that's what it's beginning to feel like.
I ran into someone who thinks I'm a child! Really?! Could a child have handled the Volturi in Volterra? How about dealing with Werewolves and new born Vampires who are trying to kill you? I doubt that.
I'm still trying to find a way to get back to Forks. So far I haven't found a way. But if we got here there must be someway to get back right? It just makes sense. Though in my life, that's rare considering not much ever makes sense. Not to mention still trying to convince Edward to go through with it. He knows what I'm talking about so I won't go into details.
Anyway I'm going to go and see what there is to do for fun around here. So far haven't found anything not to mention I would really like to see Edward.
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15 soft bites |one soft bite
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