XXX; still alive
Time for a long over due update. Really didn't even want to bother with it but I decided I would to relieve some boredom.

I'm still in Seattle and enjoying my time away from LA. I away from the lime light, away from Hollywood. It's nice to feel like a normal person, accept for the fact Evan is dead set on reminding me I a 'Keely Williams the Actress', I feel like pinching him on the nipple every time he mentions it, but deathly afraid it will be an extreme turn on for him and I'll get pounced. Also, I have found my most favorite place to eat now, Greasers. Yes, it is a place people go to shove hot dogs, hamburgers, and fries smothered in chili into their mouths till the button on their pants threaten to pop off. I love it. You would think I would be complaining about gaining the weight, nope, Evan would be the one.

But I give him props for going with me and shoving that yummy fattening food in his mouth with me.

Evan has been a great friend through all of this, as well as Lydia. I'm still waiting on her to let me know when she wants to go and get our tattoos together. Think I'm going to try and talk Sam into going with us, since she's up here. Maybe have a girls day. I've been up to Evan's office a couple of times and he put me to work, I helped file some paper work and was taught how to send a fax. Screw acting, I'll become a secretary.

I'll be heading back down to LA for a few interviews and photo shoots. I haven't done any of that stuff in a long time. Not really looking forward to it either, I always hate sitting in a chair while people circle me and play with my hair and cake the make-up on. Then stand there while someone takes pictures of you. Yea, I'm use to it in movies cause it's easy and simple. Photo shoot, everything has to be perfect and everyone knows I'm not that type of person. My routine is waking up, brushing my hair into a pony tail and then going out. Only type of make-up I carry is lip gloss, cause my lips like to get chapped.

.Private.

Me and Evan kissed the other night. We got into it about how my friends told him to stay away when it came to sex. It got me a little heated cause it's my life and I know they don't want me to get hurt or anything. But what more could hurt me? Plus I trust Evan. We didn't do anything, I just wanted to feel wanted and desired. I haven't felt that way in a very long time, even when I was with Rob. Seemed it all kind of vanished.

He decided and I agreed we wouldn't do anything, other then lay in bed while he held me all night. I liked it, I slept all night for the first time in a while. Evan is a good friend and love he's in my life. I'm love that Sam is in my life, she's my sister almost. I have good people in my life and that's what I need right now.

.End.

I'm off to have dinner with Sammy.