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Keely Ann Williams (keely__) wrote,
@ 2008-09-29 19:55:00

L; 40 days sober (friends only)
I don't really have much to write about. Well I do but I'm not gonna. I'm sitting in an airport in Boston, waiting for my flight, they decided to delay it by two hours. Fun. Soon as I get there, I'm going to a nearest hotel and go to sleep. I'll meet up with ~~Evan and then~~ Abby. It'll be good to see her again.

I'm only going to be here a couple of days. I need to go back to LA and find an apartment or a house. I moved out the house I shared with Sammy. Not cause I don't love her no more but because it would be best. I think I'm going to go get some coffee or something, my stomach is killing me.

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	keely london_fog 2008-09-29 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	i'm proud of you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	.kingston only. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	your the only one then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Keely only. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	I highly doubt that, love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston only. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	only thing i heard from my mom was, ``out of the looney bing finally..`` and my brother just hasn't said anything. it feels like i'm a disease to them. plus i feel lost now, i have nothing to hide me from reality. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely only. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:10 pm UTC (link)
	well then they don't deserve you caring what they think then. reality isn't so bad. come back to LA. I'll show you a really nice reality. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	come back to LA for a nice reality? from a man who seems to be a one lady man, from what i've seen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	funny i have to put it this way. i was just sleeping with her but she thought we were more, i had to 'break things off'. i even laid it all out there for her that we weren't a couple.. i'm just a horrible person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	still afraid of commitment? you would think the 'fake marriage' would clue anyone in. don't worry, i'm a horrible person myself. ~~did i mention your the one that pushed me into reality, to get help?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	come back to LA. we'll mess up my bed. ;P ~~i'm glad i could help~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	only if it would mean something. but it won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	it doesn't always have to mean something. sometimes just knowing someone else wants you is enough of a meaning. when you want to start a scandalous love affair with me let me know. hell if you let your hair down you might actually like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:32 pm UTC (link)
	i'm tired of meaningless sex. i'm tired of only being wanted because i have a rack. it's not about letting my hair down and actually liking it, it's about not wanting to just be a notch in your bed post or a conquest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 08:35 pm UTC (link)
	who said i liked your rack? it's not about my bed post or a conquest. you've got it all wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:37 pm UTC (link)
	then what is it king? enlighten me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

keely.

london_fog
2008-09-29 08:41 pm UTC (link)

if i was about conquests i could've taken advantage of you when you were so very low and we were in that bath tub together. Because we both know it was VERY possible. But I didn't.

You ever think that I just want to make you feel real again? Or alive?
But YOU have your pre-conceived ideas of me as being a guy who loves to brag about who he puts in his bed. But have you seen me posting about my sex life in my journal or talking to anyone about it? I think not.

So what you thought of me is all wrong.

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.kingston.

keely__
2008-09-29 08:47 pm UTC (link)

it's the fact that as soon as you found out the marriage was fake, that was it. you ran. you ran from getting to even know me, even if it led to just being friends. you where there when i needed the help, which i'm grateful for.

i never thought of you as a guy that brags. i don't see you brag, so i know you don't. that you don't have to explain to me. would i be the only girl you sleep with if i came back to LA and got into your bed? no, i know i wouldn't. i don't like to share, whether we are together or not.

i just don't want to be one of the girls you are sleeping with, if you are sleeping with any other.

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keely.

london_fog
2008-09-29 08:50 pm UTC (link)

Desi was the only girl I was sleeping with. But like I said I broke it off. I didn't run from you, Keely, you went into rehab. I never went anywhere. You clearly didn't want me help anymore after that.

First you call me a one-woman kind of man then you accuse me of seeing multiple girls. Make up your mind either I'm a player or I'm not.

maybe you would be the only girl. who knows.
the offer is there. up to you now.

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	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	but when i said i needed help, you came. no one else came to help me. then which are you king? so i don't keep saying the wrong thing? i'll be back in la in a couple of days. i need to go visit some friends. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	so i guess that means something. i guess at times i am both. if i find something i like i stick with it. that's how i think most people are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	yea, it does mean something. i'm the type i do stick to something i like. hopefully you understand where i'm coming from. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 09:33 pm UTC (link)
	well i'm glad that i mean something...or that i did something meaningful. well like i said we are all that way if you didn't like it you wouldn't be with that person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	and my flight got delayed till tomorrow. no any good hotels in Boston? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	i'm not hotels.com woman. i don't know of any...i mean the hilton for sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	to be honest i'm kind of scared to go anywhere. there's a guy that's been here since i've been here, i get up he get's up and semi follows. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 09:56 pm UTC (link)
	they can find you another flight, just go talk to the ticket counter people and get yourself one. so you canget away from the creep. also a really hard kick to the jewels should help that guy run alone or curl up in a ball. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	there are no other flights to Seattle till tomorrow. i take it you know from experience? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	seattle is nice this time of year. i've never been kicked in the jewels. women tend to love my jewels more than kicking them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:14 pm UTC (link)
	they have a flight to LA to Seattle i think i'm going to take. better hope that doesn't change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	i hope you enjoy your flight. be safe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	what's wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	nothing. is there something wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	you don't seem to thrilled with me going to seattle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	that's because i'm not. i know the guy you had issues with before me is there. but you're a big girl. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.keely. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	and so are some of my friends. like lydia and abby. i'm going to visit abby but i'm going to have lunch with evan AND lydia, at the same time. i'm not going to just to see him. a little jealous? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	not jealous. i just saw how much he pissed you off is all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	and i've learned to forgive and move on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	well have a good time in seattle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	.kingston. keely__ 2008-09-29 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	stop being jealous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keely. london_fog 2008-09-29 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	again, i'm not jealous. just have a good trip. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	__abc__ 2008-09-29 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	I miss you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	keely__ 2008-09-29 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	i miss you too. everything ok? (Reply to this) (Parent)