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[07 Jan 2008|09:23pm] |
It's been a while. I've been staying low since the hospital thing, I go outside every now and then to the back yard to play with Kyle and watch him while Sammy worked. Everyone is asking when I'm going back to work, I told them one day at a time. With things on the news, I'm to scared to even go outside.
Kyle wanted to go for a walk the other day, I was considering it till I looked at the news. I told Kyle to let's just stay in or go play in the backyard with Cici, my dog. He screamed and thru himself on the floor. I called Sammy in a complete panic asking what to do. I started crying myself till she told me to hand Kyle the phone. When I did, she talked to him and he agreed to make a fort in the middle of the living room with me.
I made us some s'mores and we ate those, we curled up under the sheets and ended up passing out. Sammy came home and woke me up, Kyle was laying across my stomach stretched out like a rag doll drooling. She helped me get him off with out waking him and we made some dinner.
.Sammy Only.
I saw on the news they are accusing Rob of the murders. I wanted to run out the house and find him, but I didn't. What would be the use? I'm happy he got into UPW, he deserves it. But he doesn't deserve to be accused of this. It's not him. I want to be there as his friends, but he wasn't much of a friend when I needed help.
Ice cream?
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