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The past week I have tried to sit and update my journal, let everyone know what's going on and all. I've pretty much been dealing with ... well I guess writers block. I've been throwing myself into work, filming and doing voice overs. Working with Reebok to come out with the new Reeboks. I'm suppose to be in New Mexico filming the Spirit.. well one week of filming and then I was go to rehab Friday. Instead, I decided to come home and looking into an out patient treatment. Go to AA meetings and what not, I rather be around my friends [what few I have] and my family, then around strangers. Probably won't be long until it's plastered all over the magazines and TVs, but I'm ready for it.

I've been sober for over a week now.. usually I'm drinking by 2 in the afternoon everyday. I didn't drink around Sammy when I was in Seattle for Thanksgiven. Once I have one drink, I can't stop and I just drank water and orange juice. When I came home last night, first thing I did was go over to Sammy's and talked awhile. We decided to move out of our apartments and into a house together in LA. We both hate living alone and like she said, it will be a never ending slumber party with forts. I'm keeping my house in Santa Barbara though, in case I do need some alone time or I need to be out this way for filming and all.

Well... I'm going to go finish packing up my apartment.