Keely Ann Williams (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} keely__) wrote,@ 2007-12-06 14:42:00 |
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III; Just Breathe
You try your hardest to perfect your explanations...
You lie until they've run out of questions
You can only move as fast as whose in front of you
And if you assume just like them, what good will it do?
So find out for yourself, so your ignorance will stop bleeding through.
Only one thing
big enough to fill the void that's inside of you
It's just a breath away. You can breathe today.
So many, Lies swarming, Around You, You're suffocating
The emtpy, shape in you,
Steals your breath you're suffocating
Her voice started cracking and a few tears began to stream down her cheeks. "I have done nothing but be patient with you, let you have your space.... I would love to be your girlfriend Rob, but I'm not going to push. I'm letting you decide when you want that.. I'm not perfect Rob, no one is. I've made my bed and now I have to lay in it, and I've probably ruined it with you. But know this... all I wanted was nights like that night, where all you did was hold me because that was the first time, I ever felt safe." Hand lifted and digits ran along her cheeks, wiping the tears as she just stared up at him. She turned and moved back into the room toward her bed, where she only sat on the side and lowered her head into her hand.
***
It wasn't longer after her and Rob had it out and he left, that her older brother Nicholas showed up. Walking into the room, he spotted his sister sitting in the chair near the window. It was obvious she had been crying, she was having a little trouble breathing but she wouldn't let her brother see that. Body would give off a few trembles, her hands where shaking and she was holding them tight -- trying to hide the fact they where shaking.
"What's wrong Keylime?" Her brother asked moving around the bed to sit down in a chair next to her. Hand reached out and grabbed her shoulder gently, a soft rub given while a concerned look fell on his face. Keely just shook her head and tried to take a deep breath in, but she was having difficulty doing so. Swallowing hard, she glanced to her brother before looking back out the window. "You ever wonder if you where Gods perfection or God's mistake? Right now I feel like a mistake," she spoke as her jaw clinched some and trembling hand lifted to rub along her forehead.
"Key, your not a mistake. No one is perfect, we are all bound to mistakes..." His hand ran along the back of her shoulder to the other side, he scooted to the edge of his chair and leaned in. "What's really wrong Key?" Head tilted some watching her, she would only shake her head and try to hold the tears back. Hand lifted and covered her chest, while the other covered over her mouth and she began to cough and wheeze. "Key!? Key what's wrong? Is it your asthma?" He quickly reached over and hit the call button on the bed.
Yes, can I help you?
"Yes, my sister can't breathe!
We'll be right there sir.
He turned quickly to see Keely leaning over in the chair still holding her chest and coughing. Her skin was starting to turn a bluish color and he would slide off the chair and to his knees. Moving in front of her to keep her from falling forward, Keely looked like a dear in headlights as she held her chest tightly and cringed in pain. Still coughing and wheezing, two nurses ran in quickly. They quickly began to check her breathing, before Keely blacked out and fell forward into her brothers arm. Get her on her bed quickly. Both nurses began to work to lift her onto the bed and lay her flat. Her brother trying his hardest to stay at her side was told to move back and let them work.
Emergency button was pushed for more help, it wasn't long before other nurses and a few of the doctors on call came rushing in. One of the doctors spoke of a possible collapsed lung, which caused Nicholas to go wide eye. He stood there in shock, as if he was in a different world. It was a few moments before he snapped out of his daze and heard the doctor tell the nurse to get her to x-ray for a chest x-ray. Last thing he saw was his sister hooked up to a monitor and rushed out of the room.
Quickly grabbing his phone, he proceeded to call his parents and even Sammy.
You lie until they've run out of questions
You can only move as fast as whose in front of you
And if you assume just like them, what good will it do?
So find out for yourself, so your ignorance will stop bleeding through.
Only one thing
big enough to fill the void that's inside of you
It's just a breath away. You can breathe today.
So many, Lies swarming, Around You, You're suffocating
The emtpy, shape in you,
Steals your breath you're suffocating
Her voice started cracking and a few tears began to stream down her cheeks. "I have done nothing but be patient with you, let you have your space.... I would love to be your girlfriend Rob, but I'm not going to push. I'm letting you decide when you want that.. I'm not perfect Rob, no one is. I've made my bed and now I have to lay in it, and I've probably ruined it with you. But know this... all I wanted was nights like that night, where all you did was hold me because that was the first time, I ever felt safe." Hand lifted and digits ran along her cheeks, wiping the tears as she just stared up at him. She turned and moved back into the room toward her bed, where she only sat on the side and lowered her head into her hand.
It wasn't longer after her and Rob had it out and he left, that her older brother Nicholas showed up. Walking into the room, he spotted his sister sitting in the chair near the window. It was obvious she had been crying, she was having a little trouble breathing but she wouldn't let her brother see that. Body would give off a few trembles, her hands where shaking and she was holding them tight -- trying to hide the fact they where shaking.
"What's wrong Keylime?" Her brother asked moving around the bed to sit down in a chair next to her. Hand reached out and grabbed her shoulder gently, a soft rub given while a concerned look fell on his face. Keely just shook her head and tried to take a deep breath in, but she was having difficulty doing so. Swallowing hard, she glanced to her brother before looking back out the window. "You ever wonder if you where Gods perfection or God's mistake? Right now I feel like a mistake," she spoke as her jaw clinched some and trembling hand lifted to rub along her forehead.
"Key, your not a mistake. No one is perfect, we are all bound to mistakes..." His hand ran along the back of her shoulder to the other side, he scooted to the edge of his chair and leaned in. "What's really wrong Key?" Head tilted some watching her, she would only shake her head and try to hold the tears back. Hand lifted and covered her chest, while the other covered over her mouth and she began to cough and wheeze. "Key!? Key what's wrong? Is it your asthma?" He quickly reached over and hit the call button on the bed.
Yes, can I help you?
"Yes, my sister can't breathe!
We'll be right there sir.
He turned quickly to see Keely leaning over in the chair still holding her chest and coughing. Her skin was starting to turn a bluish color and he would slide off the chair and to his knees. Moving in front of her to keep her from falling forward, Keely looked like a dear in headlights as she held her chest tightly and cringed in pain. Still coughing and wheezing, two nurses ran in quickly. They quickly began to check her breathing, before Keely blacked out and fell forward into her brothers arm. Get her on her bed quickly. Both nurses began to work to lift her onto the bed and lay her flat. Her brother trying his hardest to stay at her side was told to move back and let them work.
Emergency button was pushed for more help, it wasn't long before other nurses and a few of the doctors on call came rushing in. One of the doctors spoke of a possible collapsed lung, which caused Nicholas to go wide eye. He stood there in shock, as if he was in a different world. It was a few moments before he snapped out of his daze and heard the doctor tell the nurse to get her to x-ray for a chest x-ray. Last thing he saw was his sister hooked up to a monitor and rushed out of the room.
Quickly grabbing his phone, he proceeded to call his parents and even Sammy.