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Saint Patrick ☘ (shamrocked_) wrote,
@ 2010-09-16 01:36:00

Current mood:	uncomfortable
Entry tags:	brothers, george, i don't need the birds and bees chat, oh god the sex talk, pls halp!

[George]

George, can I ask you about something? It's about sex just so you know what you're getting into before you say yes and then regret it.

OOC: Talk of sex. Obviously.

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	thelancer 2010-09-15 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	Uh, sure. Hit me with anything. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2010-09-15 01:55 pm UTC (link)
	I woke up in some random woman's bed this morning. ~~At least I think it was a woman.~~ I don't remember what happened last night, beyond...beer. And now I am going to Hell. I can't stop thinking I'm going to Hell. I'm a saint. This shouldn't have happened. But you're with Sebastian and I don't think you're going to Hell. Just me. I don't know what to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

thelancer
2010-09-15 02:00 pm UTC (link)

Whoa, okay, settle down. You aren't going to Hell. We can have sex without it damning us. I've had sex, Sebastian's had sex, I'm pretty sure Jo's had sex (though I can't think about it because my mind feels more comfortable if I pretend she's like a Barbie doll) and we're all still saints. You're going to be fine, I promise.

But, uh, what's up with you getting blackout drunk, now?

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	shamrocked_ 2010-09-15 02:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't have sex. Well obviously I did, but I don't. I also don't make sense. Or do I? A kid at the shelter had a knife and I got in the way of him damaging another kid. Three stitches later and my coworkers thought I could use a few cold ones. And then a few became...more. I got into a fight too. I'm so sorry, George. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thelancer 2010-09-15 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, no worries, don't apologize. No one expects any of us to be perfect, Patty. You haven't done anything unforgiveable or evil, okay? We've all had bad nights and made mistakes, but that doesn't make you bad. One thing at a time. Are you hurt, besides the stitches? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

shamrocked_
2010-09-15 02:22 pm UTC (link)

I have a bruise on my left eye, but I've had worse.

I think I terrified Dewi. I didn't come home last night. I hate that I made him worry, but even knowing that, I stayed out. I don't know what's wrong with me. I should know better than this.

Augh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be dumping on you. I can't talk to Dewi about accidentally sleeping with someone. He's...Dewi.

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thelancer
2010-09-15 02:34 pm UTC (link)

Hey, I'm your brother, there's nothing you can't tell me. And I'm glad I know.

You're not in any danger from sleeping with someone. Feeling guilty and worried about it isn't strange, though, trust me. But you're going to be okay. I'm a little more worried about you being drunk enough that you went home with a stranger and don't remember any of it. That doesn't happen a lot, does it? That much drinking, I mean, not sex.

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shamrocked_
2010-09-15 02:41 pm UTC (link)

I tend to be overly critical of myself. You're right. I should just calm down about the 'going to Hell' thing. Obviously I didn't the first time. I'm calming. George, did you worry about that, or am I just really friggin' special? I mean, you and Sebastian belong together. Anyone who has seen you together should know that. I don't have that, so I have guilt.

I erm... It's not the first time this has happened. It's the first time I've talked about it though.

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thelancer
2010-09-15 02:55 pm UTC (link)

Oh, I worried. I worried and panicked and freaked out and spent an entire day praying. But I didn't stop being a saint and I didn't go to Hell the next time I got killed, and that was what finally reassured me that if I ended up damned, it probably wasn't going to be for having sex. And Sebastian's had it way worse than me (and for a lot longer too) when it comes to being scared and guilty about it. It's normal. I think any of us that have had sex probably deal with it.

Okay. That's worrying, but it's something we can deal with just fine. You want me to bring some breakfast over for you and Dewi and we can talk about this some more?

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	shamrocked_ 2010-09-15 02:59 pm UTC (link)
	I hate to think of you two going through that. Which...helps me realise I shouldn't be beating myself up about this. The...sex part anyway. Yeah, I think that might be a good idea. I hate being a problem but...I really think I am one. I mean, I think I have one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thelancer 2010-09-15 03:03 pm UTC (link)
	All right, I'll head on over. And hey. Even if you have a problem, you are definitely not a problem. You're family, and we take care of each other. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2010-09-15 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you, George. (Reply to this) (Parent)