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Saint Patrick ☘ (shamrocked_) wrote,
@ 2017-09-11 23:11:00

Current mood:

discontent

[Close friends and family but away from Greeks]

Maybe this is a sign.

Clio being gone, I mean.

She helped me get my memory back but once I remembered who I was and what I should be doing, all I did with it was go domestic. I got the house and the kids and I left behind what it is to be a saint.

I was greedy.

Maybe I'm supposed to leave that behind? I don't want to. I want this happy life more than I've ever wanted anything, but it's been nearly a year since she went missing. Ella is happily at Jacob's. The twins could be just as happy with Dewi, surely?

I don't know. I don't know what I'm thinking.

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gospel_of_mary
2017-09-11 10:41 pm UTC (link)

I don't think we were brought back to this earth to live comfortable lives that are lived for ourselves. We're saints now, which means our personal freedoms aren't really our own. We're supposed to serve, but we're just not as good at being selfless as the angels.

(And yeah, I fully expect you're laughing at all this right now, because you've met me and 'selfless' isn't exactly on my list of adjectives.)

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	shamrocked_ 2017-09-12 09:11 am UTC (link)
	Shit. And I've been so selfish. I honestly don't know what to do. (I would never ever think that about you.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gospel_of_mary 2017-09-12 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	Oh please, like I'm going to agree that you've been selfish. If you only knew the ways I'd disappointed and betrayed God in the last few years you'd feel like the most holy man in the world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-09-14 08:51 am UTC (link)
	We should grab a coffee some time and catch up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gospel_of_mary 2017-09-14 09:11 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. I'm not telling you about the shit I've done, but coffee would be good. I haven't really seen much of people the last year who weren't terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-09-14 10:02 am UTC (link)
	No, no! I didn't mean- I just meant a normal catch up. I've missed you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gospel_of_mary 2017-09-14 10:12 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I've missed you too, Irish. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ashenwings 2017-09-12 09:27 pm UTC (link)
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	gospel_of_mary 2017-09-12 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	...what the fuck? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ashenwings 2017-09-12 11:57 pm UTC (link)
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	ashenwings 2017-09-12 09:23 pm UTC (link)
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	shamrocked_ 2017-09-14 08:49 am UTC (link)
	You think so? I worry about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ashenwings 2017-09-16 07:12 am UTC (link)
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	Patrick black_horse 2017-09-16 10:47 am UTC (link)
	You can't honestly tell me you think your twins would be better with your brother. Look, Irish, far be it from me to tell you how to live your life. I was never supposed to be human in the first place, what the fuck do I know? But God hasn't seen fit to strike you down yet, so maybe that's a sign? It's not greedy to want to be happy while we wait for the End, you know? (Reply to this)