b.d.p. (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _deni) wrote, |
Open mouth, insert foot. Times one hundred?
I don't think he gets the significance. Cause .. it's not like I go around inviting just .. anybody to Thanksgiving dinner .. or any of our other little get togethers. There's just no pressing the inner circle, you know? And I wanted him there. I wanted him to get to know you better to see that you're not as awful as he thinks you are. And I wanted him to meet B. Now I don't even want to have Thanksgiving dinner.
And, J? Stop. It's not his fault. He said no because he didn't want to impose, because he didn't want to make it awkward for you. He's not like the others. He's not. But .. I keep putting him in that category and .. I do it to everyone. And I have to stop. I tried to let him in, but .. not in the way that counts. I'm still holding everyone but you and B at arms length. It's not his fault.