InsaneJournal

_amethyst_eyes (_amethyst_eyes) wrote, @ 2008-03-24 21:51:00

Current mood:

stressed

He's losing his mind... and I'm reaping all the benefits!
I know that I just recently read or watched something where the human brain was compared to a computer. Ha and it just hit me, in Stephen King's book, "Cell". Well now I'm inclined to agree. Because I think every few months someone comes by and erases a bunch of stuff from my mind.

For a while there I was doing really well and then whatever button was hit and now it's all down the tubes. I'll feel something, tell my therapist, and she repeats something that was once engraved in my brain, but it's like I'm hearing it for the first time. Except, I know it's not the first time because I remember once it's said to me.

But the problem is that I rarely learn from hearing. I learn by doing. So it'll probably take 5 more times of hearing her say this to me before it sinks in, but even then it won't matter because once I get it, it will all be gone again!!!

GAHHHHHHH!!!!!



PS--my mood icon for stressed makes me smile and laugh and feel a little bit better lol