InsaneJournal

Current mood:	gloomy
Current music:	"Halo" by Bethany Joy Lenz

Feel like POO.
SO I've taken a liking to photoshop makeovers. I like to make girls look punky. Don't know why, probably because it's the most fun? I did Kristen Bell. She is naturally gorgeous, but I still had fun. Look! :)



So yeah... not much going on. I'm not in a good place now. Very negative, paranoid, freaked out. By various stories on the news, but what I'm reading and watching for entertainment purposes (can't help it, okay?!?!!?), and ummm... oh the living arrangement at home BLOWS. I get pissed if my mom just LOOKS at me.

Plus there's the whole.... Amanda might have to have to surgically remove areas that might be bad due to HPV. And we probably have the same kind, so that stresses me out. Especially since I've been having pain around that area and have been having an irregular period since December. Meh. I'm hoping that Cassie's doctor won't charge me a lot to go there. I just want a second opinion.

I don't know what to say though. Nehhhhh. I'm thirsty and hungry and want to be happy but all I see is bad lately :(