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[18 Jul 2014|08:20am] |
[Private to self]
Personal Journal
Apparently they put drilled some hard to break habits into my head in the hospital, since I'm not there anymore and I'm still writing in here. It helps, though.
This place. I don't even know where to start. My family is here. It's mind blowing. I've been enjoying time with them. Auntie Amelia got married! And she's having a baby. I'm so excited for her. But I can't help but feel a tiny bit of jealousy when other people call her Aunt. I mean, yes, technically by marriage she's their aunt, and I apparently have a ton of cousins thanks to Uncle (?) Gideon (that makes him sound so old though), but... she was my auntie first, you know? And I had to lose her when I needed her the most, and now she's here and I have to share...
I sound horribly selfish. I can't help my feelings, though.
[/Ward]
It's not like me to not write in my journal for a long period of time, but I've been sorting a few things out. That and half the time I'm not really sure I want to share my thoughts so I don't say anything. I'm working at the grocery store now.
[Friends/family]
I work at the store with Peter Pettigrew. It's scary, but he's closer to my age so we just kind of don't talk to each other unless we have to? But still...
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