I hate that it's so easy for everybody else. I hate that they can get pregnant without even trying. On accident, even! I hate it! Why does this have to be so hard? Why does it have to be like this? What if I can't? What if we're going through all these steps, doing all these stupid things .. and it doesn't work? I hate seeing all these people who .. half of them didn't even want a baby. It's not fair. It's just not fair ..