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b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2010-01-29 01:24:00

Private -- King Only

I feel empty and tired. My eyes hurt, my body hurts, my heart hurts. ~~There's this picture on the fridge and .. I don't want to throw it away, but it hurts to see it. Why did this happen? Wh~~ I don't think I can do this again.

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	Blake _kingston 2010-01-29 06:31 am UTC (link)
	I'm so sorry. We don't have to...if you can't. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	King _deni 2010-01-29 06:37 am UTC (link)
	It's not fair .. we did everything they told us to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Blake _kingston 2010-01-29 06:39 am UTC (link)
	I know, it just wasn't meant to be this time..it.. I wish I could say the right thing to make you better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	King _deni 2010-01-29 06:45 am UTC (link)
	Nine weeks. For nine weeks, I got to know what it felt like .. and then had it taken away. There is no right thing to say. It's just .. gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Blake _kingston 2010-01-29 06:47 am UTC (link)
	Yes this child is gone. This one wasn't meant to be. I'm glad I didn't lose you too. It wasn't your fault or mine. It was just one of those things. And we can't let it defeat us, you know? We. You and I. Are stronger than this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	King _deni 2010-01-29 06:49 am UTC (link)
	I don't have it in me to be strong right now. Not .. right now. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Blake _kingston 2010-01-29 06:52 am UTC (link)
	I'll hold you up when you can't. I love you enough to let you be weak for as long as you need to heal. but we still have time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	King _deni 2010-01-29 06:56 am UTC (link)
	~~Time for what? To get attached? To get our hopes up?~~ Can you come lay with me? Please? I don't wanna be alone right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Blake _kingston 2010-01-29 06:58 am UTC (link)
	Yeah I can. (Reply to this) (Parent)