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b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2008-10-30 22:16:00

I got my stitches out yesterday. The doctor still wants me to take it easy but he says that everything is healing pretty well. I don't have to wear any gauze or anything anymore and the scar doesn't look too terrible. I guess.

I'm going car shopping tomorrow and I really have no idea what the hell to look for because I've never bought one before. I'm not even sure why I'm even bothering to go look at them. The bus works just fine, but whatever.

I drug Jeni to a costume party at Elle today. That went pretty .. okay. There's a guy that works in editing who keeps asking me out. I sort of flipped out on him when he asked me again today. I felt bad about it after but .. whatever.

I'm supposed to go to a party at Interscope tomorrow with J. So I need to try and iron my outfit to get the creases right again.

PRIVATE ; NO ACCESS
I am unbelievably bored. I have been for the last two days. I miss talking to him. And I hate him for it. He had to go and call me stupid just because I don't want to ruin what's already there. Why do guys have to push so fucking hard all the time? Why couldn't things just stay the same?! I just .. I want my friend back.

And I totally want to see what he dressed Kayla up as for Trick or Treat!
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	ex_carrgovro108 2008-10-31 02:21 am UTC (link)
	Women can be brutal bitches sometimes. Cut the poor guy some slack. He just needs a little lovin'. We all do. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_deni 2008-10-31 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	I very nicely turned him down the first twenty times. He just chose the wrong time to ask me again .. and like I said, I felt terrible about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_carrgovro108 2008-10-31 04:20 pm UTC (link)
	Don't feel too bad. More then likely he'll wait a couple of days and then start asking again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_deni 2008-10-31 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I'm sure he will. I'm starting to think that he gets his rocks off on being turned down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_carrgovro108 2008-10-31 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	I think you're onto something, Scooby Doo! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	voicemail london_fog 2008-10-31 03:38 am UTC (link)
	"hey its me..um its ok that you didn't pick up... or well not its not ok... i had this bad dream is all.. no its not an excuse to call..just i don't know it was just a dream but i want to know that you are ok..just it..was a dream i am sorry i shouldnt have called..bye" (Reply to this) (Thread)

	voicemail _deni 2008-10-31 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	"Hey, it's Blake. I'm sorry I didn't answer the phone when you called, I was sort of .. sleeping at the time. I don't know what exactly your dream was about that it freaked you out so much, but I'm okay. Okay? I'm perfectly fine. Umm .. yeah, so .. yeah. Bye." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voicemail london_fog 2008-10-31 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	"It's me again. It was just a really bad dream is all. I'm really glad you called me back. thanks...I..yeah...I just wish you knew..nevermind..bye." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voicemail _deni 2008-10-31 03:58 pm UTC (link)
	"King .. you know, it might be helpful to actually tell me what the dream was. It also might be helpful if we stop playing phone tag. And .. why wouldn't I call you back? You sounded so worried. It freaked me out .. I didn't .. you wish I knew what? Ugh .. just .. call me back. Or not. Whatever." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voicemail london_fog 2008-10-31 04:04 pm UTC (link)
	"It was just a dream...ok. Well...we can just..see one another? Or not.. i don't know.." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-31 04:10 pm UTC (link)
	fine, don't tell me what it was about. i really have no idea what you're talking about though. and that's kind of annoying. but whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-31 04:12 pm UTC (link)
	i just.. i want to see you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-31 04:14 pm UTC (link)
	i'm supposed to go with j to a costume party tonight. but i don't have plans til then. so what's stopping you? friends hang out, right? we can hang out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-31 04:16 pm UTC (link)
	yeah. ok. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-31 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	that's a very lame response. but then .. i guess .. mine was too. i miss hanging out with you and i'd like to see you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-31 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	i want to see you too. really bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-31 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	i bought a car today. bailey co-signed for me. no more late night bus rides for me. you should see it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-31 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	i'll..we can see one another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-31 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	ok (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-31 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	ok... (Reply to this) (Parent)